Getting my driving license
I did not plan to take the driving test for a license since young and it has hardly be moved by anyone.The reason for the change is to drive to my study place in future,regardless which college I will be entering.It's expected by my family on me to learn driving,hehe,but I don't want to trouble them to take me here and there when I can do something to get rid of it.After being a passenger of a few of my close friends,I've doubted my driving skills,haha,I think it will be much "syok" than that,really scary I assume.I'm one kind who needs a lot of practices before things turn out fine.
Get a good scholarship
I do have hopes in getting a good offer by some colleges although I do not have much confidence in my actual SPM resut.I think it was a total mess and that was my first time feeling so disappointed and depressed.Yes,it was really depressing.However,I will still apply for a scholarship based on how well my result is,to see how far I can go for it.I know I'll help my parents financially and achieve self-satisfaction if I really got a full scholarship.It somehow motivates me to stdy harder to get good offer all the way until I graduate from university.I don't really favour going overseas to study abroad.I mean,that would be a good experience but it's not a necessary thing.It would be good if I've ever had the opportunity to study at overseas,but I'm not making a strong stand on that for now.I just don't want to disappoint myself at the very last minute.Things might change in just a second.
Complete Grade 8 Piano
I think I'm probably one of the latest to complete my piano Grade 8 among my friends.Haha,they are undoubtedly talented and genius.I will be taking my grade 8 piano practical next year.Hopefully I'll can receive good news from it because I know I'm not really good in all the pieces yet.I try,I strive,and I wil survive,hopefully.
Meeting my pen-pal
I think most of you know that I've an old friend who's also my pen-pal staying in Taiwan.I think it was 3 years back when I last met him.He always persuades me to go on a trip to Taiwan so that we can meet again.How I wish I could see this old friend of mine and visit Taiwan again after so many years.He's now busy preparing for his exam in February,so here I wish him all the best,xD and we shall meet again soon!!That's a promise!!
Have badminton games with friends frequently
=) Haha,that's another promise of us to play badminton together.=) I really hope that it will be fulfiled in a short while,xD can't wait to hold my racquet for a relaxing game again.=) Don't blame me for my skils,aha,because I seldom play it nowadays.All the international badminton tournaments have really fired up my enthusiasm for it,it makes me so in the mood of playing badminton.Maybe I shouldn't watch any of these for a few months until we have one match of our own.Girl's power ler!!
Basically these are 5 main things which I wish to do in 2007.To me,2007 will be a good start,and a completion of many things at the same time.I can't predict what massive changes in 2007,but I can only plan my way for my life.2007 will be a good year,I say,after leaving high school and starting a new life outside school.How well would it be?That is a question to be figured out soon.
Here I have an early wish to everyone
Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!!
Happy 2007 and may all your unhappy memories and bad lucks remain in 2006 and be swept away as time goes by!!All the best in life!!
December 14, 2006
December 11, 2006
Graduation Night
=) I had spent a great night before I leave my school,stepping into a new path of life.My school organized a graduation night for us two weeks before our SPM.It was held at Subang golf club.To make things turn out better,they even lent the robe to everyone of us(form 5 and form 6) and distributed it according to different stream we're under.Well,I've to admit that all these are kind of made up of money,because they collected RM60 for it.
My friends and I were very excited about this big event to us,and even more excited about the robe that we were going to get.Since I'm going to miss my school's prom,I think it would be a great waste to me for not attending the gradution night,so I paid for it.That could be one of my happiest things in this school,the last memory I could ever have.
Everyone of us was suggested to wear cultural costume for that night,and I wore the baju kebaya.It was my first time wearing baju kebaya.Everyone was saying that I looked like a stewardess of some airline when they had a look at me,just one look.Well,it did look like a stewardess's uniform.We were given the honour to walk on a red carpet as the opening ceremoney of the event.I felt nervous when I entered the hall,xD but it gave me a good feeling,because I felt myself like a witch from the Hogwart school.That feeling didn't last long though.
Basically it was just a normal event with some performances and dishes served.What made it more significant was that I got to take photos with my teachers,friends and had a good chat with them.It was quite sad to realise that the end of the graduation night symbolises the end of our high school's life,although I didn't quite enjoy my high school's life on the whole.But I'm grateful to have met wonderful people to lighten my life and shared every bits of the moment with me.Maybe I never told you people,because I always keep it in my heart,that how much I love all of you as my friend.Of course, betrayers and idiots are always out in this matter.=)
I just want to tell all of you,the end of high school's life is the beginning of something new in life.We might face dilemma in all the options offered,we might be miserable at times standing at the crossroads in life,we might meet new challenges.Listen to your heart this time,because it is the your future that is going to matter,but not anyone else to influence you on what you want.It is you who is going to achieve your dreams...and only you can do it!!Hearts says it all for you!!=) Never forget Pui Mun,I say,because I'm always behind you all,waving to say all the best in life,my friends!!
This is my table number.
This is the sunflower they gave.
Two loyal "wives"
Fellow superstars and I,the fan.
The spirit of chinese club,gogogo!!
Mrs Loo and I!!
Bye bye ,5sB!!
Bye bye,Sri Aman!!
My friends and I were very excited about this big event to us,and even more excited about the robe that we were going to get.Since I'm going to miss my school's prom,I think it would be a great waste to me for not attending the gradution night,so I paid for it.That could be one of my happiest things in this school,the last memory I could ever have.
Everyone of us was suggested to wear cultural costume for that night,and I wore the baju kebaya.It was my first time wearing baju kebaya.Everyone was saying that I looked like a stewardess of some airline when they had a look at me,just one look.Well,it did look like a stewardess's uniform.We were given the honour to walk on a red carpet as the opening ceremoney of the event.I felt nervous when I entered the hall,xD but it gave me a good feeling,because I felt myself like a witch from the Hogwart school.That feeling didn't last long though.
Basically it was just a normal event with some performances and dishes served.What made it more significant was that I got to take photos with my teachers,friends and had a good chat with them.It was quite sad to realise that the end of the graduation night symbolises the end of our high school's life,although I didn't quite enjoy my high school's life on the whole.But I'm grateful to have met wonderful people to lighten my life and shared every bits of the moment with me.Maybe I never told you people,because I always keep it in my heart,that how much I love all of you as my friend.Of course, betrayers and idiots are always out in this matter.=)
I just want to tell all of you,the end of high school's life is the beginning of something new in life.We might face dilemma in all the options offered,we might be miserable at times standing at the crossroads in life,we might meet new challenges.Listen to your heart this time,because it is the your future that is going to matter,but not anyone else to influence you on what you want.It is you who is going to achieve your dreams...and only you can do it!!Hearts says it all for you!!=) Never forget Pui Mun,I say,because I'm always behind you all,waving to say all the best in life,my friends!!
This is my table number.
This is the sunflower they gave.
Two loyal "wives"
Fellow superstars and I,the fan.
The spirit of chinese club,gogogo!!
Mrs Loo and I!!
Bye bye ,5sB!!
Bye bye,Sri Aman!!
December 07, 2006
Badminton
=) I believe that most of you who are reading realise that I'm not a very sporty student,very seldom involved in sports ,neither do I representing the school for some sports competition.I think that it is a great loss to me for not being trained in a specific type of game since young.xDYou know,that's the time where talents are being discouvered.
However,there is just one special sport which makes me really fascinated and enthusiasted in it,it is the badminton.It is one of the most earliest games which I've started learning since young.My father was the one who brought me into this game,and since then,I've always wanted to improve on my skills.To me,he was a really great player who played badminton for his interest.Badminton was the game who brought my father and I closer when I was young.He was the one who bought me the first badminton racquet,taught me the way to smash and had always guided me the correct way to play badminton.There was even a period where both my parents and I went for badminton during weekends.
Badminton is not a difficult game to learn,it requires consistent lessons and stamina build up.It is not an expensive game to play,all you need is just a shuttlecock and a racquet.xD The best part I like in this game is that it doesn't need very big movement,unlike football,where the player has to run all the way on field.I really feel the joyment after sweating for the game.It is limited in the square at the back for single matches,the longer square on both left and right hand side for double matches.
Another interesting part of the game is that it is a game which involves mentally and physically.A good player is the one who manages to read through the opponent's mind and to ruin his strategy to win in a match.One needs to play consistently regardless the situation they are in,not too much ups and downs in a sudden.=) And mood is definitely a decisive factor in winning a match,so hehe,make sure you are in a flying mood whenever you are playing any kind of sports.xD In a nutshell,badminton is one game to train intelligence and patience as well. However,I hardly had enough time to allow me for badminton in these few years,until now where I started to sense the freedom coming around me.I swear that I'll play badminton a lot during this hols!! Fellow friends,don't forget our promise to have badminton weekly if possible e!xD
Besides playing badminton,I enjoy watching badminton too.I had watched quite a number of tournaments which were held this year,from thomas cup to doha asian games which is recently held.Most of the time I was holding my revision books while sitting in front of the tv for badminton matches.I really thank Astro for always having live for important matches of the year.it is just so fun to watch it with my parents who have the same passion as I am in this game,especially my father.I had watched the badminton men team's of doha asian games this whole week,mostly with my father.I prefer watching the men team's badminton than the women's team.That's because men's team more powerful smashing and techniques lead the matches high high up all the way,xD as though my eyes are on the ball,following the ball on every direction it goes.=DHere,Pui Mun claps hand for the men's double for wining the only gold of badminton for our nation.xD It's a tragical for the unexperienced team to have such a brilliant result,helping Malaysia to end the 36-year drought in badminton.I was actually quite happy for it until I couldn't sleep at the midnight after watching it.xD The picture of Malaysia's flag being risen high up and the national song was aired in front of so many supporters had stucked into my mind terribly.xD Haha,I just couldn't calm down my feeling for listening the national song due to victory in badminton after so many years.
=) Badminton shows very great significance to me,=) it brings me good memory,it leads me to deep enthusiasm in it,and most importantly,it's definitely one communicating tool and topic for me to chat with my family,an neverending chatting.
This is my favourite player.
He is Bao Chun Lai.Maybe I'll blog more about him the next time.=)
However,there is just one special sport which makes me really fascinated and enthusiasted in it,it is the badminton.It is one of the most earliest games which I've started learning since young.My father was the one who brought me into this game,and since then,I've always wanted to improve on my skills.To me,he was a really great player who played badminton for his interest.Badminton was the game who brought my father and I closer when I was young.He was the one who bought me the first badminton racquet,taught me the way to smash and had always guided me the correct way to play badminton.There was even a period where both my parents and I went for badminton during weekends.
Badminton is not a difficult game to learn,it requires consistent lessons and stamina build up.It is not an expensive game to play,all you need is just a shuttlecock and a racquet.xD The best part I like in this game is that it doesn't need very big movement,unlike football,where the player has to run all the way on field.I really feel the joyment after sweating for the game.It is limited in the square at the back for single matches,the longer square on both left and right hand side for double matches.
Another interesting part of the game is that it is a game which involves mentally and physically.A good player is the one who manages to read through the opponent's mind and to ruin his strategy to win in a match.One needs to play consistently regardless the situation they are in,not too much ups and downs in a sudden.=) And mood is definitely a decisive factor in winning a match,so hehe,make sure you are in a flying mood whenever you are playing any kind of sports.xD In a nutshell,badminton is one game to train intelligence and patience as well. However,I hardly had enough time to allow me for badminton in these few years,until now where I started to sense the freedom coming around me.I swear that I'll play badminton a lot during this hols!! Fellow friends,don't forget our promise to have badminton weekly if possible e!xD
Besides playing badminton,I enjoy watching badminton too.I had watched quite a number of tournaments which were held this year,from thomas cup to doha asian games which is recently held.Most of the time I was holding my revision books while sitting in front of the tv for badminton matches.I really thank Astro for always having live for important matches of the year.it is just so fun to watch it with my parents who have the same passion as I am in this game,especially my father.I had watched the badminton men team's of doha asian games this whole week,mostly with my father.I prefer watching the men team's badminton than the women's team.That's because men's team more powerful smashing and techniques lead the matches high high up all the way,xD as though my eyes are on the ball,following the ball on every direction it goes.=DHere,Pui Mun claps hand for the men's double for wining the only gold of badminton for our nation.xD It's a tragical for the unexperienced team to have such a brilliant result,helping Malaysia to end the 36-year drought in badminton.I was actually quite happy for it until I couldn't sleep at the midnight after watching it.xD The picture of Malaysia's flag being risen high up and the national song was aired in front of so many supporters had stucked into my mind terribly.xD Haha,I just couldn't calm down my feeling for listening the national song due to victory in badminton after so many years.
=) Badminton shows very great significance to me,=) it brings me good memory,it leads me to deep enthusiasm in it,and most importantly,it's definitely one communicating tool and topic for me to chat with my family,an neverending chatting.
This is my favourite player.
He is Bao Chun Lai.Maybe I'll blog more about him the next time.=)
October 20, 2006
Is she really my friend?
I always believe that friendship is a very pure and trustworthy relationship in life and should not be mess up for any reason.The reason why I do not have many friends is because all of them who stand beside me are already my close friends.I know that I am not lonely.It is not that I dislike mixing with new friends,but true friends are the golds to be appreaciated in life.It requires many years of understanding before one really gets closer to another,one can reads one's mind.
This friend is one who I've known for quite some time.I treat her as a good friend but she doesn't seem to appreaciate my love to her as a friend.I try my best to always put my manner as first when I talk to her because I do not want to throw a tanthrum on her,although she's the one who will really fire me up.I come to a point to realise her characteristics after knowing her for the second year.At that time,I do believe her in anything she does is not to harm me and hurt my feelings,maybe she thinks that I'm helpful..perhaps!!
Our conflicts become more and more problematic and my trust to her is decreasing gradually.The words she say can't go into my heart anymore,but it looks more like a needle which pokes through any of my organs.I try my best to help her without crossing my boundaries and principals,she will only remember me when it comes to small matters or when she's in help.She knows that I'll hardly reject her need.So,she not only expects me to fuifil every of her demand,but she starts to rush me and shows me the typical grumpy face whenever I can't do what she wants.I tell myself,am I really a true friend of her or just a good user of her?Does she really feel the same like what I feel for her?The first person she'll share her things will never be me but another of my friend.Told you,most of the time she turns to me is because of a problem,as though I'm a good problem solver.
Until my birthday came,I really do see how she thinks of our friendship.Last Sunday which was also my birthday,I received her sms.It was at the midnight of Sunday.My stupidity thought that she would send me a message to wish me.I was stupid enough to even think about that.When I opened the message and started to read her sms,I knew that I was really very wrong.She was confirming with me on when I can settle the things of her.I still couldn't see any wishes throughout the sms.I was not hoping that she would give me anything on my birthday,because I didn't expect her to do anything good just for me.But does she really need to be that mean ?
A simple message could allow me to see through so many things,our friendship lies openly in this message,our friendship lost to a sms,and also lost to the obstacles we have for each other.She lets me feel that no matter how hard I try,I just can't go through her heart and become her one true friend.Good friend is what she says,but I understand that good friend is just not as simple as her saying. It is not that I didn't try to build our friendship,but some of her acts really annoy me a whole lot.Sad enough,another of my friends tends to stand more on herside,and I will never win on my stand,never!Everyone just believes her,and I always lose out.She makes me feel that I'm a big loser.I lose to myself,lose to my believe to her.
I do not want to treat our friendship as a competition,where the winner wins in it.I do not want to think that out friendship is fragile,where loyalty and trustworthy always fail.I do not want to measure our friendship ,where the one with the greatest power tends to be the better.I just want to be a friend where we can share happiness together,not only do you remember me and look back to me when you fall apart.You will wave to me when you receive the greatest success and joyness in life.And you would not want to beat me in academic aspect simple because I beat you in a certain subject.I do not want to see our friendship to be so materialistic ,that everything is just based on help but not sharing.
Either you hate me or you think that I'm just too convenient and reachable,this is not what matters most,because just like what I say,once a user,forever a user.I'm just a too good user to you,where you use up every bit of me for your own good.You get the time to study comfortably where I'm rushing to finish up your things.What I think is so wrong last time,you've proved it all to me.You can't repay every drop of tears I fall for you,every help I did to you.I'll still smile to you but suppose you'll understand what has happened in past time,it's already happened.I tend to hear a voice,asking me to let go something which is a wrong beggining,is a wrong start at first,it is just that I wanted to prove that I was right,when I was wrong.
Mk,I do get what you meant in your latest post.I've gone through the similar experience.Maybe we are just too good users of the others,until it comes to an extreme where it bursts all out,just like that.Idiots will always stay the same no matter how hard you try to convince yourself to accept that this is part of human.If they are humans,then you are always an angel.
This friend is one who I've known for quite some time.I treat her as a good friend but she doesn't seem to appreaciate my love to her as a friend.I try my best to always put my manner as first when I talk to her because I do not want to throw a tanthrum on her,although she's the one who will really fire me up.I come to a point to realise her characteristics after knowing her for the second year.At that time,I do believe her in anything she does is not to harm me and hurt my feelings,maybe she thinks that I'm helpful..perhaps!!
Our conflicts become more and more problematic and my trust to her is decreasing gradually.The words she say can't go into my heart anymore,but it looks more like a needle which pokes through any of my organs.I try my best to help her without crossing my boundaries and principals,she will only remember me when it comes to small matters or when she's in help.She knows that I'll hardly reject her need.So,she not only expects me to fuifil every of her demand,but she starts to rush me and shows me the typical grumpy face whenever I can't do what she wants.I tell myself,am I really a true friend of her or just a good user of her?Does she really feel the same like what I feel for her?The first person she'll share her things will never be me but another of my friend.Told you,most of the time she turns to me is because of a problem,as though I'm a good problem solver.
Until my birthday came,I really do see how she thinks of our friendship.Last Sunday which was also my birthday,I received her sms.It was at the midnight of Sunday.My stupidity thought that she would send me a message to wish me.I was stupid enough to even think about that.When I opened the message and started to read her sms,I knew that I was really very wrong.She was confirming with me on when I can settle the things of her.I still couldn't see any wishes throughout the sms.I was not hoping that she would give me anything on my birthday,because I didn't expect her to do anything good just for me.But does she really need to be that mean ?
A simple message could allow me to see through so many things,our friendship lies openly in this message,our friendship lost to a sms,and also lost to the obstacles we have for each other.She lets me feel that no matter how hard I try,I just can't go through her heart and become her one true friend.Good friend is what she says,but I understand that good friend is just not as simple as her saying. It is not that I didn't try to build our friendship,but some of her acts really annoy me a whole lot.Sad enough,another of my friends tends to stand more on herside,and I will never win on my stand,never!Everyone just believes her,and I always lose out.She makes me feel that I'm a big loser.I lose to myself,lose to my believe to her.
I do not want to treat our friendship as a competition,where the winner wins in it.I do not want to think that out friendship is fragile,where loyalty and trustworthy always fail.I do not want to measure our friendship ,where the one with the greatest power tends to be the better.I just want to be a friend where we can share happiness together,not only do you remember me and look back to me when you fall apart.You will wave to me when you receive the greatest success and joyness in life.And you would not want to beat me in academic aspect simple because I beat you in a certain subject.I do not want to see our friendship to be so materialistic ,that everything is just based on help but not sharing.
Either you hate me or you think that I'm just too convenient and reachable,this is not what matters most,because just like what I say,once a user,forever a user.I'm just a too good user to you,where you use up every bit of me for your own good.You get the time to study comfortably where I'm rushing to finish up your things.What I think is so wrong last time,you've proved it all to me.You can't repay every drop of tears I fall for you,every help I did to you.I'll still smile to you but suppose you'll understand what has happened in past time,it's already happened.I tend to hear a voice,asking me to let go something which is a wrong beggining,is a wrong start at first,it is just that I wanted to prove that I was right,when I was wrong.
Mk,I do get what you meant in your latest post.I've gone through the similar experience.Maybe we are just too good users of the others,until it comes to an extreme where it bursts all out,just like that.Idiots will always stay the same no matter how hard you try to convince yourself to accept that this is part of human.If they are humans,then you are always an angel.
October 12, 2006
When I look through the years...
=) Mk,this is for you because you gave me this idea to tell out my short 17 years which I had gone through.
When I was born,
I was a winter baby.According to mom,I was the heaviest baby (around 7-9 pounds) among my siblings.Many of them agreed that I looked alike as my elder sister and my father.
When I was 2 ,
My Mom told me that I loved to stare at them innocently whenever I saw them eating in front of me.xD And obviously they had always got to share their food with me to not feel guilty.What an evil me!!I bit my sister's tummy for blocking my way.It was one of the most regretful thing which I had done in my life,and I feel so sorry to her.
When I was 3 /4/5 ,
-Didn't quite remember what had happened.But my cousin-Jun yee was my best confidant at that time.He was the one playing with me every time I went back to Ipoh.Had a very great neighbour,our families became very good friend,and I got to know my neighbour's son.I called him "bing bing",and I supposed he was the only one who knew my nickname, "ah b",that was what he used to call me.He was a good childhood friend of mine.
-Entered a kindergarden in my residential area.It was my first time receiving a present from my teacher when I got the 1st in class.I joined a mini concert of my kindergarden in the same year.
When I was 6,
I shifted from Sg.Buloh to P.J.I never had a chance to keep long hair,I was always with my boyish hairstyle.Music came into my life and I was fortunate enough to have learnt a music instrument at the kindergarden,I forgot what is its name though.First time dressed in robe on my graduation day.
When I was 7,
I started my primary school life in Yuk Chai,I felt very excited since the first day I came into this new environment.I got to know many new friends,and Mabel was definitely one of them.
We weren't so close at that time.
When I was 8,
I met a schoolmate who had the same chinese name as me,but different sirname,she was Er Pei Wen.She was a popular and pretty student in class.
I felt very disappointed when I was not chosen as a prefect.Perhaps I'm always not the good ones in every teacher's heart.
When I was 9,
Enjoyed colouring very much and I joined lots of colouring competition at any shopping malls that were existed.My supportive parents brought me to here and there just to fulfil my interest,and I felt guilty for being so demanding.
My class teacher was "Hong Lao Shi".Just like her name,she was easily spotted in school because she often dressed herself in red with every of her accesories red.I sat at the first row with Geoh Soon.And I mixed with a bunch of them-Miew San,Mabel,Geoh Soon,Jeffrey.
I became a librarian in school and there I met the most annoying library teacher,she was just like a trapped tiger in school,staying in the library.
When I was 10,
I persuaded my mom to allow me to learn piano.I felt lucky to have learnt this great thing and I just could not give up on it.Each music note,each melody swings my mood out at different period in my childhood life.My first piano teacher-Ms Julie was one of the greatest teacher I've ever had.I just love music.
When I was 11,
I joined the girl guides and became a group leader.I just wonder why would I choose it at that time...,why huh??
I was in the same class as Yih Chien,Hui Yee,Khor Yan and Hwei Yoong.And there I met my strongest competitor in academic field-Justin.It was always 2 of us ho fought for the top 2,but he always wins.
Finally,I had experienced the feeling of being a prefect.It was not the fame and power given that brought me the satisfaction,but it was the belief and respect which I gained from my juniors.Looking at the small little kids,calling me "xun cha yuan" and giving me money which they found on the floor.They made me realise the responsibility of showing a good example to them as a prefect,it is just more than wearing the name tag and tie.
When I was 12,
Justin and I entered 6K.It was probably one of the best year I had in my life.I felt happy with this new study environment eventhough I was showered with pressure and homework everyday.I really enjoy the sweet memories which all of the 6k-rians had gone through,from newspaper collection,tuition at "huang lao shi's" place to dancing competition.6K was the place where I found all my "souls" in my life which always live in my heart,you know who you are.
We did make fun on a certain" special" friends of ours,and there all the nicknames was created for them such as dudu,lalaXXXX etc.It was my first time being accused by a teacher for copying answers during examination.I didn't gain any believe from them.I was still not good enough to move their heart.
When I was 13,
I chosed a different path to go through and all of us were seperated from each other.Life changed tremendously in this totally new and strange place.I felt the loneliness at every single step I took,and I once thought that no one would understand that."maybe what I need is just time",I told myself.Life wasn't any better since then.I realised that nothing was going to change even though million times I protested for myself.However,I'm grateful to have known some friends like Valerie,who's actually my neighbour for all the years,Eileen and Winney.We all came from a chinese school,I think this was what brought us together!!
When I was 14,
I was nominated to become a prefect,and once started a short probation.However,it didn;t end up like what it was supposed to be when I decided to quit from the prefectorial board for many reasons.Being a prefect just wouldn't make me feel the same as what I felt last time.Due to this,I was scolded by the discipline teacher for being so high up and refused to take her advice."you are just so sombong","I hope that you will not regret once you have left"was the last 2 sentences she threw to me before I left.Perhaps I'm still imperfect according to them.
When I was 15,
It was the PMR year,I went through a busy life with packed schedule,everything was planned.I started learning japanese and I love it to bits,never regret to learn it eventhough it's exhausting after going through all the daily activities."I'm learning for my passion,and therefore I'm not tired",that was what I always tell myself.In october,I was hit by a birthday suprise by Valerie,Eileen and Winney at Sunway Pyramid.It was very shocking but I felt a warm and touched.It was a great suprise when I got 8A's in PMR.Everyone expected that would happen on me ,only I didn't believe the ability and potential in me.Maybe I'm just lucky!!
When I was16,
I struggled hard between art stream and science stream.I chosed the later one.I've doubts on my choice,but I know it's a t-junction,once I've chosen my route,there's isn't any u-turn but 200% effort was what I need to put in.Life wasn't so bad when I met with my old classmates in Form 1,one of them was Fui Pin.She was really a smart and helpful friend .If I ever strike all A's in SPM,partly it was due to her guidance and morale support to boost my confidence.Betrayers and idiots were always around,but I chosed to ignore them.Time spinned faster and faster and I didn't have much opportunity to be with my buddy,but they always live in my heart regardless the distance which seperates us far apart.It was true enough when they gave me another suprise on my birthday.The choclate cake was really nice!!My eldest sister got married.I always shed a tear in my room when I saw the pillow beside me."nothing is going to change,and my love for my family will always stay",I told myself.
When I am 17,
It is already my fifth year in SA,from depression to numb I would say.Studying in this school has really changed me a lot,maybe to both good and bad sister.I'm very much annoyed by our current principal,not to mention her name.My sister sister was married just a few weeks back.
17 would be the end of my highschool life.Maybe it's to early to make a conclusion for my teenager life,but it's plain happy,just life different flavours of ice-cream.There'll be time where I face depression and times where I feel that I've conquered my life.I'm grateful to have met many great people which light up my life.Every flower that blossoms in my heart and every angel that walks past my life and lend a hand on me whenever I fall has always made me to deepen my thought and have a clearer vision of my life.
I do not know how much I can do for everyone of them,how much I can offer my help to needy people,but I really hope to do something good in my life ,to fill my life to the fullest without any regrets.I know I'll never be the good ones to some people,I'm always not the good one though.But I'm just hoping to live my life in a better way and have a deeper understanding about life.I'm just thankful to have the chance to go through a life as a human.what a human!!!
When I was born,I was a winter baby.According to mom,I was the heaviest baby (around 7-9 pounds) among my siblings.Many of them agreed that I looked alike as my elder sister and my father.
When I was 2 ,My Mom told me that I loved to stare at them innocently whenever I saw them eating in front of me.xD And obviously they had always got to share their food with me to not feel guilty.What an evil me!!I bit my sister's tummy for blocking my way.It was one of the most regretful thing which I had done in my life,and I feel so sorry to her.
When I was 3 /4/5 ,-Didn't quite remember what had happened.But my cousin-Jun yee was my best confidant at that time.He was the one playing with me every time I went back to Ipoh.Had a very great neighbour,our families became very good friend,and I got to know my neighbour's son.I called him "bing bing",and I supposed he was the only one who knew my nickname, "ah b",that was what he used to call me.He was a good childhood friend of mine.
-Entered a kindergarden in my residential area.It was my first time receiving a present from my teacher when I got the 1st in class.I joined a mini concert of my kindergarden in the same year.
When I was 6,I shifted from Sg.Buloh to P.J.I never had a chance to keep long hair,I was always with my boyish hairstyle.Music came into my life and I was fortunate enough to have learnt a music instrument at the kindergarden,I forgot what is its name though.First time dressed in robe on my graduation day.
When I was 7,I started my primary school life in Yuk Chai,I felt very excited since the first day I came into this new environment.I got to know many new friends,and Mabel was definitely one of them.
We weren't so close at that time.
When I was 8,I met a schoolmate who had the same chinese name as me,but different sirname,she was Er Pei Wen.She was a popular and pretty student in class.
I felt very disappointed when I was not chosen as a prefect.Perhaps I'm always not the good ones in every teacher's heart.
When I was 9,Enjoyed colouring very much and I joined lots of colouring competition at any shopping malls that were existed.My supportive parents brought me to here and there just to fulfil my interest,and I felt guilty for being so demanding.
My class teacher was "Hong Lao Shi".Just like her name,she was easily spotted in school because she often dressed herself in red with every of her accesories red.I sat at the first row with Geoh Soon.And I mixed with a bunch of them-Miew San,Mabel,Geoh Soon,Jeffrey.
I became a librarian in school and there I met the most annoying library teacher,she was just like a trapped tiger in school,staying in the library.
When I was 10,I persuaded my mom to allow me to learn piano.I felt lucky to have learnt this great thing and I just could not give up on it.Each music note,each melody swings my mood out at different period in my childhood life.My first piano teacher-Ms Julie was one of the greatest teacher I've ever had.I just love music.
When I was 11,I joined the girl guides and became a group leader.I just wonder why would I choose it at that time...,why huh??
I was in the same class as Yih Chien,Hui Yee,Khor Yan and Hwei Yoong.And there I met my strongest competitor in academic field-Justin.It was always 2 of us ho fought for the top 2,but he always wins.
Finally,I had experienced the feeling of being a prefect.It was not the fame and power given that brought me the satisfaction,but it was the belief and respect which I gained from my juniors.Looking at the small little kids,calling me "xun cha yuan" and giving me money which they found on the floor.They made me realise the responsibility of showing a good example to them as a prefect,it is just more than wearing the name tag and tie.
When I was 12,Justin and I entered 6K.It was probably one of the best year I had in my life.I felt happy with this new study environment eventhough I was showered with pressure and homework everyday.I really enjoy the sweet memories which all of the 6k-rians had gone through,from newspaper collection,tuition at "huang lao shi's" place to dancing competition.6K was the place where I found all my "souls" in my life which always live in my heart,you know who you are.
We did make fun on a certain" special" friends of ours,and there all the nicknames was created for them such as dudu,lalaXXXX etc.It was my first time being accused by a teacher for copying answers during examination.I didn't gain any believe from them.I was still not good enough to move their heart.
When I was 13,I chosed a different path to go through and all of us were seperated from each other.Life changed tremendously in this totally new and strange place.I felt the loneliness at every single step I took,and I once thought that no one would understand that."maybe what I need is just time",I told myself.Life wasn't any better since then.I realised that nothing was going to change even though million times I protested for myself.However,I'm grateful to have known some friends like Valerie,who's actually my neighbour for all the years,Eileen and Winney.We all came from a chinese school,I think this was what brought us together!!
When I was 14,I was nominated to become a prefect,and once started a short probation.However,it didn;t end up like what it was supposed to be when I decided to quit from the prefectorial board for many reasons.Being a prefect just wouldn't make me feel the same as what I felt last time.Due to this,I was scolded by the discipline teacher for being so high up and refused to take her advice."you are just so sombong","I hope that you will not regret once you have left"was the last 2 sentences she threw to me before I left.Perhaps I'm still imperfect according to them.
When I was 15,It was the PMR year,I went through a busy life with packed schedule,everything was planned.I started learning japanese and I love it to bits,never regret to learn it eventhough it's exhausting after going through all the daily activities."I'm learning for my passion,and therefore I'm not tired",that was what I always tell myself.In october,I was hit by a birthday suprise by Valerie,Eileen and Winney at Sunway Pyramid.It was very shocking but I felt a warm and touched.It was a great suprise when I got 8A's in PMR.Everyone expected that would happen on me ,only I didn't believe the ability and potential in me.Maybe I'm just lucky!!
When I was16,I struggled hard between art stream and science stream.I chosed the later one.I've doubts on my choice,but I know it's a t-junction,once I've chosen my route,there's isn't any u-turn but 200% effort was what I need to put in.Life wasn't so bad when I met with my old classmates in Form 1,one of them was Fui Pin.She was really a smart and helpful friend .If I ever strike all A's in SPM,partly it was due to her guidance and morale support to boost my confidence.Betrayers and idiots were always around,but I chosed to ignore them.Time spinned faster and faster and I didn't have much opportunity to be with my buddy,but they always live in my heart regardless the distance which seperates us far apart.It was true enough when they gave me another suprise on my birthday.The choclate cake was really nice!!My eldest sister got married.I always shed a tear in my room when I saw the pillow beside me."nothing is going to change,and my love for my family will always stay",I told myself.
When I am 17,It is already my fifth year in SA,from depression to numb I would say.Studying in this school has really changed me a lot,maybe to both good and bad sister.I'm very much annoyed by our current principal,not to mention her name.My sister sister was married just a few weeks back.
17 would be the end of my highschool life.Maybe it's to early to make a conclusion for my teenager life,but it's plain happy,just life different flavours of ice-cream.There'll be time where I face depression and times where I feel that I've conquered my life.I'm grateful to have met many great people which light up my life.Every flower that blossoms in my heart and every angel that walks past my life and lend a hand on me whenever I fall has always made me to deepen my thought and have a clearer vision of my life.
I do not know how much I can do for everyone of them,how much I can offer my help to needy people,but I really hope to do something good in my life ,to fill my life to the fullest without any regrets.I know I'll never be the good ones to some people,I'm always not the good one though.But I'm just hoping to live my life in a better way and have a deeper understanding about life.I'm just thankful to have the chance to go through a life as a human.what a human!!!
Something Funny
I found out something which attracted me a lot today,haha,it was just a simple game to test the celebrity look in you.Curiosity kills the cat,so I decided to give it a try to see which celebrities are actually the inner part of me.xDSo,I simple picked a single picture of me which I took last year to take the test because it requires a single photo of a person.
This is what I got.
I think this was something funny because these are the people that I've never thought of.How could we have things in common when we don't look alike at all..I mean,not even 10%??
To be honest,I can't compete with them in any aspect,there isn't a fight at all because the winner is obvious,xD!!
However,this is quite an interesting thing to try on,xD do not blame me if you don't get the celebrity you want!!To test on the accuracy of it,I uploaded another picture of mine where I wore make-up.It came out with another totally different result!!
The thing that pissed me off was one of the celebrities displayed was a guy!!Huh,and he is yama-P!!People,what do you seriously think about this??
Peeps,remember to try this on and post your result to me,xD!!
This is what I got.
I think this was something funny because these are the people that I've never thought of.How could we have things in common when we don't look alike at all..I mean,not even 10%??
To be honest,I can't compete with them in any aspect,there isn't a fight at all because the winner is obvious,xD!!
However,this is quite an interesting thing to try on,xD do not blame me if you don't get the celebrity you want!!To test on the accuracy of it,I uploaded another picture of mine where I wore make-up.It came out with another totally different result!!
The thing that pissed me off was one of the celebrities displayed was a guy!!Huh,and he is yama-P!!People,what do you seriously think about this??
Peeps,remember to try this on and post your result to me,xD!!
September 27, 2006
Do wait for me~!!
=) Sadly to say,I'm still not done with my trial exams,I've got one more paper to go tomorrow,before I can really yell out to the sky.I've got so much to say,so much to tell my fellow readers,it is just the matter of time ,please give me some time before I could really post everything up and make some updates.=) I know all of you will do!
This exam is sort of driving me a little crazy,it is so hectic that I've been sleeping with all my books for about 2 months.Everyday when I step out of my house and head towards the school,I know,it will be another day with challenges.They make me feel that my marks will prove everything.It is just easy for the teachers to point a finger on the results I have,but it is not easy for me to obtain every single mark that I've got,be it a bad result!!Exam is just not the way you want to know more about me.It is the time where you'll start to turn to the most realxing and happiest moment you've shared with someone,xD and I do miss my buddy so much,god knows how much I miss them,they are always with me when I go through the toughest moment during the exam period.=) mK,pY,cL I really miss them!!
2 more days will be my second sister's wedding.Life is really busy for these few months.I'm glad that she has finally found the right one,after holding hands to face everything for so many years.They've proven to me how can a long-lasting relationship be so sweet.=) Wish her all the best in facing every crossroads in her life,=) atleast there's someone with her now.
Forgive me for making this short post,=) I assure you a longer post next time!!=) All the best to all of you out there,this is what I hopefully wish.
This exam is sort of driving me a little crazy,it is so hectic that I've been sleeping with all my books for about 2 months.Everyday when I step out of my house and head towards the school,I know,it will be another day with challenges.They make me feel that my marks will prove everything.It is just easy for the teachers to point a finger on the results I have,but it is not easy for me to obtain every single mark that I've got,be it a bad result!!Exam is just not the way you want to know more about me.It is the time where you'll start to turn to the most realxing and happiest moment you've shared with someone,xD and I do miss my buddy so much,god knows how much I miss them,they are always with me when I go through the toughest moment during the exam period.=) mK,pY,cL I really miss them!!
2 more days will be my second sister's wedding.Life is really busy for these few months.I'm glad that she has finally found the right one,after holding hands to face everything for so many years.They've proven to me how can a long-lasting relationship be so sweet.=) Wish her all the best in facing every crossroads in her life,=) atleast there's someone with her now.
Forgive me for making this short post,=) I assure you a longer post next time!!=) All the best to all of you out there,this is what I hopefully wish.
August 23, 2006
My First Japanese Friend-Yui
We knew that we were going to host a japanese girl since May/June.The lions club of Malaysia did send us a letter with all the details about this japanese girl-Yui Shimoura to let us to be more prepared for her arrival.xD This actually had become part of our daily conversation as we were quite excited at his arrival.
She was very quiet since the day she came over to our house for a one week homestay.This has never changed even until she left.During this short period,we actually found out that she didn't quite enjoy Malaysian food,she consumed very little amount of food for every meal.xD Picture this,she couldn't even finish a McD kid's meal,and eating only 2 satays for her dinner...hmm.That really made us very worried about her,and we were trying very hard to stuff her with food,making sure that she was not starving.
We tried our best to bring her on a 7-day KL tour,from the city's landmark-Kl tower and Twin tower right til some cultural places such as chinatown,pewter factory and batik factory.xD It was quite suprising to find out that she didn't like shopping.Well,can't blame me,because I already fixed my impression on Japanese girls before all these. She prefered to visit places and taking pictures,even buying souvenirs will make her happier than going to shopping malls.Due to this,we took quite a lot of her pictures as we had this idea of making a photo album with all the postcards inserted in it.Besides,I introduced my primary friends to her on her birthday and we had a mini gathering to celebrate it.
I'm just glad that she seemed to be happier as day past by,she started to eat a little bit more (still very little though),I suppose we were just like "wolf" gulping all the food to her.I also brought her to Pasar Malam,she looked quite afraid to try on all the local snacks.xD I knew it.So I only bought her a cup of Bubble tea-blueberry flavour and shared mine with her.My mother seemed to favour her a lot,so she actually bought some accesorries such as necklaces and ear-rings for her at Pasar Malam.She actually likes to buy all these,and that was mainly the things she bought only.Somehow she looked a bit paiseh when we bought her so many stuff,xD but to us,what matters most is whether she enjoys the stay here or not.As long as it's not something too pricy,we would try our best to get her one.
The day before she left,we brought her to the Farewell Dinner organized by the Lions Club.xD She wore a yukatta to attend for the dinner,xD haha,we were a little too excited to see her dressed in yukatta,haha,so we actually took some pictures with her at home.To me,she has the traditional japanese women look,very sweet and polite appearance.Yes,not to forget,she speaks very softly.Those who complain on my voice,please listen to the way she speaks and reconsider at your thought again,haha.Sometimes I just couldn't catch what she says,it was like total silence even when she speaks,I hardly hear anything coming out from her mouth.=) Anyway,she enjoyed the dinner very much,just one part which she dislike,the part was when she was called up to go on stage for a competition.Told you,she's shy.=)
On the day she left,she was just sweet enough to cook us a hearty meal.She purposely brought it from Japan to cook it for her host family,it was the Chirashi Sushi.It's a type of rice,mixed with one pack of japanese ingredients which she brought from Japan,and served together with sliced egg.It tasted not bad though,and we felt quite warm.She also gave us some souvenirs,such as "maiko" keychains,pourches,stamps,japanese snacks.She was kind enough to give me 2 mangas as a souvenir.=D I really promise I will try my best to understand the mangas since there are all in japanese language,that's a promise,yui!!=)She even gave us the yukatta which she wore on the farewell dinner.We did spend some time learning the way to wear it.xD Maybe I should show you girls one day,xD together with the japanese slippers she gave.
There Yui left.It's quite sad to see her leaving although we have just known each other a week ago.You know,you'll get used to it once you see a person everyday,and living with her under the same roof.The feeling was just so great that you wouldn't forget it for the rest of your life.It was the experience that will not be dusted even after years.Now that I'm selected for the ye programme,I really pray if there's an opputunity for me to find her and meet her again in Japan.=) hope that she stays fine always.You're really great although you're quiet,Yui!!I know my japanese language still needs to be improved (hehe,obviously),hope you understand what I said to you.haha,hope to see you again in Japan.=)
A piture of My sis and I together with Yui at the Putrajaya Mosque.Lol,we were in pink,all covered up by the "baju kurung + tudung" I think.
Yui and I at the Tugu peringatan
Yui's birthday cake
Yui and us At KLCC
The last picture taken at airport before Yui's leaving
She was very quiet since the day she came over to our house for a one week homestay.This has never changed even until she left.During this short period,we actually found out that she didn't quite enjoy Malaysian food,she consumed very little amount of food for every meal.xD Picture this,she couldn't even finish a McD kid's meal,and eating only 2 satays for her dinner...hmm.That really made us very worried about her,and we were trying very hard to stuff her with food,making sure that she was not starving.
We tried our best to bring her on a 7-day KL tour,from the city's landmark-Kl tower and Twin tower right til some cultural places such as chinatown,pewter factory and batik factory.xD It was quite suprising to find out that she didn't like shopping.Well,can't blame me,because I already fixed my impression on Japanese girls before all these. She prefered to visit places and taking pictures,even buying souvenirs will make her happier than going to shopping malls.Due to this,we took quite a lot of her pictures as we had this idea of making a photo album with all the postcards inserted in it.Besides,I introduced my primary friends to her on her birthday and we had a mini gathering to celebrate it.
I'm just glad that she seemed to be happier as day past by,she started to eat a little bit more (still very little though),I suppose we were just like "wolf" gulping all the food to her.I also brought her to Pasar Malam,she looked quite afraid to try on all the local snacks.xD I knew it.So I only bought her a cup of Bubble tea-blueberry flavour and shared mine with her.My mother seemed to favour her a lot,so she actually bought some accesorries such as necklaces and ear-rings for her at Pasar Malam.She actually likes to buy all these,and that was mainly the things she bought only.Somehow she looked a bit paiseh when we bought her so many stuff,xD but to us,what matters most is whether she enjoys the stay here or not.As long as it's not something too pricy,we would try our best to get her one.
The day before she left,we brought her to the Farewell Dinner organized by the Lions Club.xD She wore a yukatta to attend for the dinner,xD haha,we were a little too excited to see her dressed in yukatta,haha,so we actually took some pictures with her at home.To me,she has the traditional japanese women look,very sweet and polite appearance.Yes,not to forget,she speaks very softly.Those who complain on my voice,please listen to the way she speaks and reconsider at your thought again,haha.Sometimes I just couldn't catch what she says,it was like total silence even when she speaks,I hardly hear anything coming out from her mouth.=) Anyway,she enjoyed the dinner very much,just one part which she dislike,the part was when she was called up to go on stage for a competition.Told you,she's shy.=)
On the day she left,she was just sweet enough to cook us a hearty meal.She purposely brought it from Japan to cook it for her host family,it was the Chirashi Sushi.It's a type of rice,mixed with one pack of japanese ingredients which she brought from Japan,and served together with sliced egg.It tasted not bad though,and we felt quite warm.She also gave us some souvenirs,such as "maiko" keychains,pourches,stamps,japanese snacks.She was kind enough to give me 2 mangas as a souvenir.=D I really promise I will try my best to understand the mangas since there are all in japanese language,that's a promise,yui!!=)She even gave us the yukatta which she wore on the farewell dinner.We did spend some time learning the way to wear it.xD Maybe I should show you girls one day,xD together with the japanese slippers she gave.
There Yui left.It's quite sad to see her leaving although we have just known each other a week ago.You know,you'll get used to it once you see a person everyday,and living with her under the same roof.The feeling was just so great that you wouldn't forget it for the rest of your life.It was the experience that will not be dusted even after years.Now that I'm selected for the ye programme,I really pray if there's an opputunity for me to find her and meet her again in Japan.=) hope that she stays fine always.You're really great although you're quiet,Yui!!I know my japanese language still needs to be improved (hehe,obviously),hope you understand what I said to you.haha,hope to see you again in Japan.=)
A piture of My sis and I together with Yui at the Putrajaya Mosque.Lol,we were in pink,all covered up by the "baju kurung + tudung" I think.
Yui and I at the Tugu peringatan
Yui's birthday cake
Yui and us At KLCC
The last picture taken at airport before Yui's leaving
July 15, 2006
Sweet Memories
=) I'm glad that a handful of things have happened in June as well as this month.No worries,I'll list down all of them one by one.
Sweet PBSM juniors
I never knew the feeling of being appreciated by juniors until the second last meeting of PBSM.They hit us by giving all of the seniors a shocking suprise,stuffed us with all sorts of junk food and a cake,yummy!!Thanks for the suprise party,=) I really enjoyed it.Really want to thank of you for your presence for our duties and meetings,=) your full support really touches me a lot.Really hope that this spirit will continue even after we leave school.I have faith in all of you that you can do it.=) also specially thanks to michelle for being a helpful v.secretary all the time.
You all are just so sweet!
The complete sentence should be "thanks for being great seniors,all the best in the future''
CHS's Carnival
Just after the meeting,I went to CHS's carnival with Mk.=) They had this school's carnival in conjunction of their school's 50th anniversary.=) I really like the badge a lot,and thanks to cL for the "CHS half day tour",haha!!~I love the choclate foundae....
Sri Aman's Big day
Hmm,I didn't stay at school for the whole day as I had an interview in the morning.=) But I still went to school for my shift.I enjoyed myself by making sales for my class,as I didn't have much time to be on my own.=)My class had both food and game stalls,=) friendly classmates just gave every 5S baktians this.=) Thanks for all the hard work and the hand-painted shirt,slim fest was definitely a great memory of mine before I leave school.
Interviews
I've also gone through some interviews,both are youth programmes to Japan.Very nervous to handle 2 within a week.I had the lions club's one first,AFS latter on thre 13/7/06.The first one was much much harder as it was seperated to written test which took 90 minutes and an one-to-one interview by the lions.=)On the other hand,AFS was slightly more enjoyable as there was only a 15 minutes interview.They had game sessions before and after the our interviews.Great experience I would say,and it didn't matter much whether I got it or not,because I always have the preparation to face elimination.
Twins's arrival
They rushed to M'sia for a photograph session besides promoting on their concert in August.
Pretty as usual,I'm a little numb seeing them after a few times.Still happy,but it was plain happy.I like gillian,and most probably I'm making my way to the concert although it's at genting.hehe!!Finally I got their signature in chinese.Yeah!xD
Life can be happy and enjoyble with sweet people around.Be contented with what you have,and you will realise that happiness isn't something out of reach.
Sweet PBSM juniors
I never knew the feeling of being appreciated by juniors until the second last meeting of PBSM.They hit us by giving all of the seniors a shocking suprise,stuffed us with all sorts of junk food and a cake,yummy!!Thanks for the suprise party,=) I really enjoyed it.Really want to thank of you for your presence for our duties and meetings,=) your full support really touches me a lot.Really hope that this spirit will continue even after we leave school.I have faith in all of you that you can do it.=) also specially thanks to michelle for being a helpful v.secretary all the time.
You all are just so sweet!
The complete sentence should be "thanks for being great seniors,all the best in the future''
CHS's Carnival
Just after the meeting,I went to CHS's carnival with Mk.=) They had this school's carnival in conjunction of their school's 50th anniversary.=) I really like the badge a lot,and thanks to cL for the "CHS half day tour",haha!!~I love the choclate foundae....
Sri Aman's Big day
Hmm,I didn't stay at school for the whole day as I had an interview in the morning.=) But I still went to school for my shift.I enjoyed myself by making sales for my class,as I didn't have much time to be on my own.=)My class had both food and game stalls,=) friendly classmates just gave every 5S baktians this.=) Thanks for all the hard work and the hand-painted shirt,slim fest was definitely a great memory of mine before I leave school.
Interviews
I've also gone through some interviews,both are youth programmes to Japan.Very nervous to handle 2 within a week.I had the lions club's one first,AFS latter on thre 13/7/06.The first one was much much harder as it was seperated to written test which took 90 minutes and an one-to-one interview by the lions.=)On the other hand,AFS was slightly more enjoyable as there was only a 15 minutes interview.They had game sessions before and after the our interviews.Great experience I would say,and it didn't matter much whether I got it or not,because I always have the preparation to face elimination.
Twins's arrival
They rushed to M'sia for a photograph session besides promoting on their concert in August.
Pretty as usual,I'm a little numb seeing them after a few times.Still happy,but it was plain happy.I like gillian,and most probably I'm making my way to the concert although it's at genting.hehe!!Finally I got their signature in chinese.Yeah!xD
Life can be happy and enjoyble with sweet people around.Be contented with what you have,and you will realise that happiness isn't something out of reach.
June 23, 2006
Love is in the air....
My mom went to collect my report card yesterday.=) To be prepared for that,I told her my exact marks since a week ago,just to get her ready,perhaps getting myself ready for any comment,despite it might be a criticsm.I felt very guilty for not getting a good position in class although I strived hard to.My class teacher did make a little remark on some of my weaker subjects,besides advicing me to maintain the others .That was quite an okay comment to me,not very harsh though.There is still room of improvement.Trials will be held in August,=) I promise myself to strive more A's than what I got for mid-term.Hoping to get the other 4 A's...=) Work hard,Pui Mun!!!I know that mom didn't want to pressure me so much,but I really hope to repay her by getting good results.That's the only thing I could do for now.
I really don't know what true love is......
I had a talk with El a few days ago..Some of her words just sticks to my head.In fact,my of my close friends have said the same thing to me before,saying that I'm very choosy and aim high in picking a partner.Since then,I started to think about that.Am I really that picky?I never know the type I like,but I only realised the type which I dislike,hehe.One thing to betrue is that I prefer taller ones.My english teacher,who has taught me for 5 years,always tells the same sentence,"you still don't know what does true love mean,what is true love',to convince us not to fall in love at this early age.not at all.To be honest,I really take that in my mind.I don't even understand myself well,how am I able to treat the one good?I don't have what it takes to be a good girlfriend though,I know.I really mean it!I do think that I will be better to be alone ,hehehxD.If it is not meant to be mine,then I should be carefree.Hardly anyone believes that I do not encounter one,or having a few admirers.But what is so wrong not having anyone to sort after me.I'm just not as good as what you all think ler,hahahah~!!I'm just scared!!Perhaps you all will not understand what a weird mind I have,neither do I.Pretty is just a word graced by those who love me,they care for me and they think that I'm pretty.Kind and generous are what they will say when I do them a favour.You all are actually the good one ...do you know that~~
I truly wish my friends to remain their close relationships with their bf forever,atleast I've witnessed some.Love makes people blind,but if it inspires them to motivate themselves,becoming a better person,then why care more?As long as they don't forget their prioritiesAll the best ,eL and pY..I can see love is in the air.
*Atlee,you are quite a nice guyxD,lame sumtimes!! xD god bless you and her!!And our long lasting friendship.Really appreciate it~~all the best!
I really don't know what true love is......
I had a talk with El a few days ago..Some of her words just sticks to my head.In fact,my of my close friends have said the same thing to me before,saying that I'm very choosy and aim high in picking a partner.Since then,I started to think about that.Am I really that picky?I never know the type I like,but I only realised the type which I dislike,hehe.One thing to betrue is that I prefer taller ones.My english teacher,who has taught me for 5 years,always tells the same sentence,"you still don't know what does true love mean,what is true love',to convince us not to fall in love at this early age.not at all.To be honest,I really take that in my mind.I don't even understand myself well,how am I able to treat the one good?I don't have what it takes to be a good girlfriend though,I know.I really mean it!I do think that I will be better to be alone ,hehehxD.If it is not meant to be mine,then I should be carefree.Hardly anyone believes that I do not encounter one,or having a few admirers.But what is so wrong not having anyone to sort after me.I'm just not as good as what you all think ler,hahahah~!!I'm just scared!!Perhaps you all will not understand what a weird mind I have,neither do I.Pretty is just a word graced by those who love me,they care for me and they think that I'm pretty.Kind and generous are what they will say when I do them a favour.You all are actually the good one ...do you know that~~
I truly wish my friends to remain their close relationships with their bf forever,atleast I've witnessed some.Love makes people blind,but if it inspires them to motivate themselves,becoming a better person,then why care more?As long as they don't forget their prioritiesAll the best ,eL and pY..I can see love is in the air.
*Atlee,you are quite a nice guyxD,lame sumtimes!! xD god bless you and her!!And our long lasting friendship.Really appreciate it~~all the best!
June 02, 2006
=) June 3rd
Today I'm just going to share a little on my current doing for your knowing.Hmm,this is already the 8th day of my mid-term holiday,sadly to say that I'm not doing much.=) Tonnes of homework has always reminded me that I'm a year five student in high school,sitting for an extremely important exam....does holiday only mean this much to me?Perhaps,books are still in my hands always although it's holiday,haha,they just can't be out of my sight.Hehe,=) mind to have a look on my curent doing?
Currently listening:
Justin-No Protection
All time favourite:Kong
=) If you have not approach to his music before,then I truly recommend you this album!!A hong kong pop new talent.
Currenly reading:
神的孩子都在跳舞-村上春树
Currenly studying:
Japanese Language
=) doing revision and self-study on japanese language study.Hmm,it really takes time for me to study all the books.tend to change another japanese language learning centre due to the neverending break,it has always prohibited me from studying it continuously.Getting a little annoyed by their act of stopping the class always.Gambateh,Mun Kuan.=D Haha,guess you have to become my sensei soon already!!
SPM Revision
Never too late to start doing revision.I've started a little bit,maybe not much but I really hope that it works.Meanwhile,I'm also quite worried for my mid-term exams.It has been bothering me always.xD The day all of you see my shelf is cleared and totally empty is the day I finish my SPM!!
Currenly Watching:
1.Attention Please
It's a story based on the proffesion of a stewardess which involves the gruelling training.=D Haha,never forget to mention Misaki,an always careless and forgetful trainee.However,she's like the light of the whole team which later helps to lighten the morale of her team and build up a true friendship among each other.An enjoyable show I would say.Starring by Aya ueto.
2.Kurosagi
It is about a cheater who cheats due to his family background.His parents were killed for the same reason if I'm not mistaken.he gives up his love life and everything else just to become a cheater.Hmm,don't really quite like it ,I feel it a little ridiculous.
3.王子变青蛙
haha,or better known as "the frog show" since I always tend to forget the english title.It's a bit funny,but on the whole,I still think that the cast is a little not convincing.I would say that it's a so-so taiwanese drama.
3.Doragon Sakura
4.Unfair
Have not started watching it yet.=) will give comment about all these later.
Hahaha,there are still a list of dramas waiting for me.=) Such as cL's recommend-Orang
Hanging out
=) This is an usual activity that I will do during the holidays.really appreaciate and grateful that we remain a gathering for every holiday since Secondary 1.=) They are really the precious ones!!My phone is always waiting for their call.=)
I'll be going for a 2 day 1 night trip to Singapore tomorrow.=) will be back shortly!!Hmm,xD Singapore is having their sales now!!!hehehe,you know what I mean!!!
My Wishlist:
=) Ideal Phone
vodafone-sharp 903sh
Really like this phone a lot,=) especially the black one!!
Kat-tun "real face"box set ,"real face" single,"best of kat-tun"album, 'real face 'dvd film
Docomo
all these are not selling here I suppose.hardly see any here.=) I tried very hard to find the box set ,but just couldn't find it,not even in tower records.Can't even find the single ,just anything about this!!getting a little disappointed!!*Sigh*
Just to add on a little,today is a big day!!xD Val's birthday!! I know she tries hard to keep this secret,haha,but just fail to do so because I remember it every year!!=) Presents are to be waited,=) Just want to wish her on this pleasant day,
Happy Birthday,have a sweet 17th!!
gaga,the queen is getting older by a year!!
Currently listening:
Justin-No Protection
All time favourite:Kong
=) If you have not approach to his music before,then I truly recommend you this album!!A hong kong pop new talent.
Currenly reading:
神的孩子都在跳舞-村上春树
Currenly studying:
Japanese Language
=) doing revision and self-study on japanese language study.Hmm,it really takes time for me to study all the books.tend to change another japanese language learning centre due to the neverending break,it has always prohibited me from studying it continuously.Getting a little annoyed by their act of stopping the class always.Gambateh,Mun Kuan.=D Haha,guess you have to become my sensei soon already!!
SPM Revision
Never too late to start doing revision.I've started a little bit,maybe not much but I really hope that it works.Meanwhile,I'm also quite worried for my mid-term exams.It has been bothering me always.xD The day all of you see my shelf is cleared and totally empty is the day I finish my SPM!!
Currenly Watching:
1.Attention Please
It's a story based on the proffesion of a stewardess which involves the gruelling training.=D Haha,never forget to mention Misaki,an always careless and forgetful trainee.However,she's like the light of the whole team which later helps to lighten the morale of her team and build up a true friendship among each other.An enjoyable show I would say.Starring by Aya ueto.
2.Kurosagi
It is about a cheater who cheats due to his family background.His parents were killed for the same reason if I'm not mistaken.he gives up his love life and everything else just to become a cheater.Hmm,don't really quite like it ,I feel it a little ridiculous.
3.王子变青蛙
haha,or better known as "the frog show" since I always tend to forget the english title.It's a bit funny,but on the whole,I still think that the cast is a little not convincing.I would say that it's a so-so taiwanese drama.
3.Doragon Sakura
4.Unfair
Have not started watching it yet.=) will give comment about all these later.
Hahaha,there are still a list of dramas waiting for me.=) Such as cL's recommend-Orang
Hanging out
=) This is an usual activity that I will do during the holidays.really appreaciate and grateful that we remain a gathering for every holiday since Secondary 1.=) They are really the precious ones!!My phone is always waiting for their call.=)
I'll be going for a 2 day 1 night trip to Singapore tomorrow.=) will be back shortly!!Hmm,xD Singapore is having their sales now!!!hehehe,you know what I mean!!!
My Wishlist:
=) Ideal Phone
vodafone-sharp 903sh
Really like this phone a lot,=) especially the black one!!
Kat-tun "real face"box set ,"real face" single,"best of kat-tun"album, 'real face 'dvd film
Docomo
all these are not selling here I suppose.hardly see any here.=) I tried very hard to find the box set ,but just couldn't find it,not even in tower records.Can't even find the single ,just anything about this!!getting a little disappointed!!*Sigh*
Just to add on a little,today is a big day!!xD Val's birthday!! I know she tries hard to keep this secret,haha,but just fail to do so because I remember it every year!!=) Presents are to be waited,=) Just want to wish her on this pleasant day,
Happy Birthday,have a sweet 17th!!
gaga,the queen is getting older by a year!!
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