National day

Tomorrow is our national day,31.8.05 ,If I'm not mistaken,this is already our 48 years of being "merdeka".I'm happy to have holiday for a day,but I've no idea what are the others are happy of.Despite I still have lots of work to complete,but that's also the time for me to sleep and rest.xD How nice,after going to school for 2 days and we've a day free.World will be a nicer place to live in if we always have this.Unfortunately,I still have a tuition tomorrow.Many of them asked me why I do have tuition on national day,that's because it's a home tuition and that's a replacement class.....pity me have to wake up early when they are still hiding in the bed,with butt facing the sun...*sigh*
Well,I promised to blog about the piano exam which I had last thursday.Miracle did not happen as I did not do it well.I made some mistakes as usual,and hesitated for such a long period before my mouth could come out with any answers.The examiner was an old man,he looked kind but I've no idea what was he going to write on the paper.Every single word he wrote might change my life.
Pieces were okay,atleast I feel so.Sight reading was still okay,but the worst was the aural test and sight-singing.I missed out some notes and all my rhythms were out.Nevermind,just to get an experience,I told myself.Everyone will make a mistake,not all of us are talented pianist,I'm definitely out from the those talented ones.=) Just hope that I'll pass my exam...bless!!
Then I finally watched one of the movies I've chosen to watch.It was last Saturday,when I hang out with mK and we watched




I actually wanted to watch this since the beginning of the year.It was a very popular movie and received good comment in Japan last year.It isn't a high budget movie,no celebreties starring in the movie.You may think,why do you watch it then?Well,it's a love story.The storyline is actually very simple,but the way they filmed was great.It touches you from the bottom of your heart,as though you were in every scene and watching everything happened.I believe that everyone has somehow a very unforgettable people in their heart.No matter what happens,how many crush you've met,how many kisses you've given,how many romantic things you've done with another,there someone just can't help you from forgetting the very first person you've met。THE VERY FIRST!!That's your first love,and maybe not everything but you remember most of the things you've done with him.That's the first time you give promise to another,the first time you receive a gift from him,the first time he says hi to you,the first time both of you hang out together......You can sure remember some of these sweet moments.Maybe the ending is not a good one,and both of you did not end up together,and all these are the only things he could have given you.=) Keep all these,because it's still your first love.If you are lucky,he may be the first and the last in your life.It's not an experience,but it's an everlasting memory.So go watch it on your own,maybe it inspires you in another way.
I had my last revision japanese class on Sunday.Simon-san did not turn up.Our class only had 9 people.xD It was all as usual,until 12 p.m.He started to tell and share his experience in watching animation.It's not my favourite because I seldom watch it....more on jap dramas.However,that's one which he mentioned attracted me.I want to watch "tenku no shiro laputa" o r something like that,in chinese it's "tian kong zhi cheng".It's a 'gong qi jun' film.
Maybe this name seems a bit strange to you all,but he's a very influencing and great producer in Japan.He has produced a lot of great anime and cartoons."qian yu qian xun" is one of them.His latest is "ha er yi dong cheng bao".=)
Lastly,I'm here to wish all of you Happy National Day.xD Don't hope that I'll say something which is so patriotic,it's good enough if I don't criticize and still respect "negaraku".There'll always be a limit there.Anyway,happy holidays and happy birthday,malaysia.My country....

The day!!!!

When one is really worried and nervous...their brain just won't function...can't anyway!That's what happening to me now.I'm going to have my piano exam later 4.02p.m...Just to drop by and I'll blog about that later....Bless!!Hope everyone is fine too!!Just for you all to know where am I!!!Today it's the end and also where it happens...after one year of preparing,I hope I'll bring back miracles and good news!

Piano Exam.....
I'm coming......

Outing 1

Finally I went to some shopping complexes today.I went to 1 utama with my sis.After my japanese class,then we waited for my mom,then we went to 1u.it was actually my suggestion to hang out there since I've sitted at home for too long....holding the books more than the number of going to toilet.It's pretty bored if life goes like this during the holidays.I finally found my shirt which I bought few months ago...couldn't find it until yesterayday!!It was in my sis's cupboard...scatterbrain me!!

Just when I reched there and entered the first shop of the day,my sis heard a familiar voice and she asked me whether any singers are having any functions .I just couldn't bother to think so I just answered NO!!Then when we went outside to see who was actually that person on stage......GOSH!!!!It was someone I never thought of seeing him again today!!I SAW VICK!!It was so suprising that i couldn't react shortly....looking at him and thinking!!!His hairstyle has changed.xD And he sang a song,forgot what's the name of that song.But it doesn't matter,I was happy enough to have met him shortly again.It was one year ago when I last met him.xDI feel extremely lucky and suprised,and happy!But stupid me didn't take a photo with him or even take his autograph.He was standing there doing nothing but i didn't dare to go ....hmm!And I missed it,urgh,so not going to miss again NEXT TIME.I promised,I'll punch myself 10 times if i ever missed it again.vick jia you!!

Then we went to have our lunch.It was this Robert Harris cafe.My sis recommmended this set lunch for 2 there and I trusted her.so,we went in.Then we ordered this set lunch which she told me just now.and the first dish came.It was the TOMATO SOUP....oooo!!!Gosh!The tomato soup was so thick with the smell of tomato for sure.We didn't like it.Then the ice lemon tea came.It's always my favourite drink to order when I hang out despite the flavours differ at different restaurants.I was so happy waiting for the ice lemon tea to save my stomach from getting tortured by the tomato soup.Then the worst thing started....

I thought I was drinking mineral water when I first drank it.mineral wated in brownish colour.....plus some ices.I think needn't I to describe much because that's still not the worst.Then the spaghetti and sausage+marsh potatoes came.........speechless!Started to regret listening to my sis.she even regretted on her own.I know it's not her fault because what we had was different with what she had eaten last time.Maybe that rm35 was just about sitting in a nice environment and nice leather seats.xDJUst to advice u people not to order the same food again.

Later on we went round and round,Nose,Island shop,Radioactive......until SPEEDY and lastly Movie Target.I saw ANEGO at the price of RM39.90.But somehow I didn't buy it due to some reasons.haih,feel sad!!!I also saw Full House Ost and vcd set.=) Didn't buy also!!Haih,maybe I'll buy it some other day.How would life be if I couldn't even use my own money to buy my favourite stuffs.That's the purpose for me to save money so hard la!!
Then we went home..it was not a very pleasant day.But I'm still happy to meet vick and maybe that's the only happiest thing in the day.haih..........

My favourite time has come!!!

Guess you girls knew what I meant,it's HOLIDAYS now and my school test has finished.=) I'm really going to have a very great week to rest since I always have not enough sleep whenever there's an exam or test.xDBut lazy people behave that way,so I can't help it!I feel really excited and I've been waiting for this holidays long time ago,since last break....sad,we only have a week!!That's so not enough!!However,there are tonnes of things waiting for me to do during the holidays and probably only holidays I can do all these....that's the time where I've time to spend with my peeps!!I can only meet and hang out with them for a few times in a year....not much!!(*pS:tuition is not counted okay!*).I could feel that my soul and mood are coming back to me!!Forget about the test,because I've done badly and not like it's going to turn up good!These are the few things I've planned to do and I'm going to do it....=)

1.Unfortunately I've piano exam right after my school test,so it's still continuing,not ended yet!=) probably I'll spend a lot of time practising and brush up,I want to PASS NOT FAIL!!It's on the coming thursday,25/8,people please pray for me!!Bless!!xD You all are not going to live great without a happy me!Kaka,kidding,but I'll try my best as usual!!


2.Nah,another thing I'll always do whenever there's a holiday is spending some time with my peeps,maybe a day out or just a small gathering.Whoa,that's the happiest thing when I meet them.=)Words just can't describe my feelings....and I'm seeking for the outings soon.

Only meant for best friends,those backstabbers,get a life!I'll be happy enough if I don't see you during holidays!=)


Mk,Cl,pY,Ck,I'll be RUNNING towards you all just like the tigger on top!!xD Give me a call when you girls are free!=)

3.Japanese Class
My revision class is going to end on next Sunday,=) I really want to thank to the teacher,I think he's even better than my previous one.And also all the classmates as well,although I'm the youngest in the class but you all still treat me good and friendly.Hope to be in the same class with you on the next level.=)

どぞよろしく

4.Dramas and movies time
This is also my only time to have spent time to watch a few dramas as well as movies.I don't step into the cinema during schooldays...haha!Serious!!My last cinema watching movie was MADAGASCAR which was few months ago.
This time I've chosen
1.Anego
It's a japanese drama about the relationship between a young guy and an elder woman.How one loves another and neglect the aging problem.


2.Zai Shi Jie De Zhong Xin Hu Huan Ai

There are both drama and movie version,but I hope to watch both if possible.It's a love story where about the first love of a guy and a girl...haha,needn't me to tell much,watch it if you're interested.

3.CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY

You can already get some hints from the title,it's all about CHOCLATES and a bit fantasy!!!=)Haha,I think I'm more interested on the choclate factory than anything else!!Someone told me to buy some choclate bars before entering the cinema to make the show a better one to watch.So that I won't die of wanting the choclates when watching....

Basically these are the few ones which interest me the most.I think there should be more than these.But I think I'll watch all these FIRST.

5.Daily schedule
As usual,tuitions and all classes are still one despite the one-week break.So Some of my time will be spent by attending all these.*Sigh* Tiring life

These are some main things which I'm going to do.Haha,shall blog about it when I've completed all of these.....I think I'll have more picture on my blog after this.My blog is too wordy...lack of pictures!!!xD Peeps,don't mind to put your pretty faces on my blog??kaka

6.Sleeping+ Shopping
I couldn't believe that I've not been out for a month.SInce the mega sale has started....I've never been out before!!Whoaa,it's not late for me to realise this.Because I'll have enough time to shop til I drop and sleep til my backbones are cracked.xD I've not shopped for new clothes ,so I think I'm going to buy some new clothes,accesories and skirts maybe.=)Have a new look with new clothes.And I wanted to buy a few cds too.=) Maybe JJ's one,jesse mcCartney or the others.=) Or maybe a set of full house vcd....=)


That's all for now!!!Have fun during the holidays,HAkUNA MATATA!!

Terrible Haze

The haze in town is getting worse and worse,and it has reached the level that we hardly breathe,every breathe that we take in consists of toxic gas,and the smell of burning is everywhere.There's just no way to escape it,even if you close all the windows or open the air cond........This is my first experince living in such a terrible condition....Luckily I do not suffer from asthma or any sicknesses,but I feel extremely uncomfortable to be in a environment like that.Everyone looks tired and sick,but yet the teacher is still teaching.Urgh...I hate haze,and yet I saw some people are so happy with the suddenly 2-day break.....don't forget it's because we're living in danger that makes the school is forced to cancel schooldays,why are you still so happy when you are in danger?I want the haze to go fast....I still have test next week,I don't want to suffer for so long....It's already 4 days.I suddenly remember a poem we learnt 2 years ago,"the dead crow",I believe most of you guys will agree with me the content of the poem really suits the situation for now.
Not only the haze,we are also having difficulities in water storage,the water is going to finish soon if the haze doesn't go away.Then we will really be in trouble,in 15-20days the big trouble will come....and I pray and pray this will never happen to us.SAVE NOW ,don't waste water ,we don't want "kemarau".Bless!!
Last week I went for a duty (PBSM) at S.K Taman Sea.A bunch of kids were there to have a carnival.We didn't have much duties to do actually,but I feel guilty because instead of helping the others,seems like we are more enjoying,eating,chit-chatting and drinking.Throughout the 6-7 hours,we only used 3 plasters,hahaxD!That was a good thing,less people injure.But I'm happy to have involved in the duty,because I was given an oppurtunity to =) gain more experience since I've not been out for duty before.The kids there were awesome,really cute!!But the thing I never like is that I've to wake up very early on Saturday and be there for 7-8 hours.(hmmm....)
Or not it would be very great!!!By time I reached home it was already 2.30 p.m.whoaa...then as usual....Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz (*shiiiyyyyy.....silence please)
Overall nothing much has happened these few days due to the bad weather.I hope we'll see the wonderful sun and rain very soon,now I know how great the sun is!!!In fact,I should have known this even earlier....
*people please take care,drink more water and avoid from going out so often,for now home is really the safest place to be in!!* So take care..

Free again

Life is just quite bored these few days,not very busy,suddenly I felt very free.Have you ever heard the same song getting repeated in the whole day,doing the same thing over and over again.?These were what I did yesterday.But I somehow like this feeling,being calm and comfortable at times,not too busy atleast.I'm too tired to be busy...so I prefer FREE!xD And holidays are coming again,how many times have I said Hols is this blog?Haha,I think I've said that quite often.That just shows that how deep am I to holidays.Today Zik-So class was cancelled because our instructor said that the air was quite bad this morning,and our class is actually open air,so he decided to cancel it...welll!!!Why can't he just tell me earlier,it's so hard for me to go into sleep again after I woke up....So I chat with Val on phone at 8 something....xD Can you imagine???8 .30 a.m and I was on the phone chit-chatting,that's very unusual for me.

Then I went to the Japanese language class to brush up and do some revision on my level 1.Luckily I did some revision on my own before that,so it wasn't as hard though to catch up.But this teacher is definitely so much better than mine...*sigh*unlucky to have a bad one.But it's over and I'll persevere to my level 2,so I've to work harder.xDOkay,stop here today about jap,I think I've been writing too much about that....I'm so sorry!!xD

Then I came home,I really feel like hanging out today,but I always miss a chance to hang out.Somehow my mood is always different from my family,whenever I want to hang out is when they don't do that!!*sigh*Feel like calling my peeps to hang out but looking at the clock,whoa,it was already 2.30,so I went upstairs and opened my com...another day at home!!!Mega sale mega sale mega sale!!!But I didn't even hang out for once!!All went out except my second sis...hmmm!!And I'm listening to the full house OST now!!I've no idea what am I supposed to do.Let's find a topic to write in....hmm!Yea,I'll tell you more about what others told me about my personality,their impression to me and so on.Recently I just heard some of them saying,and below are some of their sayings on me:

1.blur-I don't know,but 9 out of 1o people will say that I'm blur.I seriously have no idea why and what have I done to make them feel this way.Maybe it's natural,I was born to be like this.So not going to change anyway.Some even compared me to my idol-Vic....hmmm!!saying that we look similar in personality??xO really?I consider that as a compliment then..ahaks!

2.quiet-well,this isn't the first time for me to hear this?Too quiet and soft,people who know better will definitely understand that I'm like that since the first day they met me.I just don't like to be too noisy,I can be talkative but not to strangers....STarngers will think that I'm very cool and action...what to do?xD I enjoy being quiet anyway,so no one can change me.Prefer listening than talking,don't you all feel tired when you're talking too much?

3.responsible and hardworking-I feel like laughing when they told me this.xD That's because they can't see the hidden lazy and irresponsible in myself.xD Does that mean that I'm quiet good at hiding all these from them?=) I just do what they told,I hope to complete everything which is given to me,is that considered hardwoking?I thought everyone is supposed to be like that...isn't it?I'm not that good as what you guys thought....

4.understanding-Hmm,no comment on this,I can't judge myself on this,because it's for them to think and tell me.maybe less comment and more listening make them feel that I've this quality.No idea....

5.kind-xd I'm happy you guys told me that but again it's not as good as what you thought I'm.There's always an evil side in everyone of us.The DARK SIDE!!!Maybe I'm only kind in small tiny things....Yes,I do but I hesitate whether I'll do the same when it comes to big problems..hmmm

Well,these are the more common ones.=) Let me tell you more about my bad qualities as well as weaknesses .

1.emotional-one of my peeps did told me this before.Sometimes I do have very pessimistic thinking and it makes me very unhappy.I don't know whether I influence the others .Sorry if I pull down anyone's spirit,didn't mean to do that.I'm still improving...and improving..

2.easily get angry (xiao qi)-This was what my family and siblings told me.I don't get this from my friends...I don't know,maybe I'm xiao qi.According to them,I'm always "lian chou chou" when I can;t get whatever I wanted.No comment on this,I don't like to fight back them when I'm angry,so I keep myself away from them.but later I found out whatever I do,they consider me as xiao qi.So let it be...

3.aha,stupid,slow reaction-Yes,i do admit that I react slower than others do.Still trying to improbe on that,xD haha,they always laugh at me.I think I'll be the first to get in trouble when there is a car coming towards me....=D*bang.......*everything is just too late.Ya,and stupid,they always say that I'm stupid.=D Take it easy,so i'm used to it whenever they say that.I'm just not that clever type,so let it be!!God gives me 50% so I'll take the 50%...I'll take whatever I have and that's it.
4.talk softly-I often get complaints for that.Well,they just didn't know how hard i tried to talk louder when they are not around.I did practice before but somehow it didn't work.However,not going to give up because I don't want to be blamed on this anymore.

That's what I can think of now.Hope you all get to know me better through this.=) I welcome critism as well.Nobody is perfect,and be what and who you are.Don't ever try to imitate someone else because u think that u're not cool enough.Without realizing the coolest and chunest part is actually already with you since the day you were born.This made everyone so special and can't be imitated.* 8 parts of originality and 2 parts of improving* this makes up every human.Who cares if it's not perfect,as long as the most original part is there~~

Recovering...

I feel much better now after a week.Eventhough I still meet her often,but atleast I chosed not to mess with her,just keep myself an inch from her so that I can breathe in fresh air and calm down myself....calm down,Pui Mun.xD Atleast I can laugh now,Mk you too don't think much on those people again.There are all idiots!!!There must be some idiots in the world to balance it,can't just be angels all around,agree with that??Too bad it's like that!!

Well,I still have plenty of things to write after a short break.First it will be the Hari kantin.OOo god,finally it was over.Haha,I looked so stupid on that day,carrying tonnes of can drinks up and down,atleast for 3 rounds.And I just hate our school to be so big yet not much facilities,useless,made me so tired after walking round and round.Unfortunately,we earned only 100-200 I think!Not much I know,imagine we still have to give 20% to the school,so it's really nothing much left for us.Our school is just like a money vacumn,it sucks up all of our money.Seriously I don't know how many times have I heard that our school is raising funds to do this and that,to make our school a better place to live in and all that.But after all the donations ,I don't see any changes.They can build a gym room without any equipments inside,and it's there for a half year.And they can build a new office for 3 months???Smart people will get what I mean...I just wondered where ourmoney goes and what are they doing for us???

xD And I have a very very good news to annouce,my japanese language class is about to start.It will be started next week,which is 14th Aug,I know it's just a few days right before the exams,but I'm too excited and I neglect about my test.What can I do,I've stopped for a year and finally I can start again....argh~~~~xD!!I'll study earlier and prepare for the test before I enter the language class to make sure both turn up good.Haha,I hope it works.Well,there is actually an exam for the japanese as well,so maybe I'm going to sit for the exam after I've completed a few levels.....!!Still early to think about it.And admin there told me that it takes about 1 1/2 year to actually finish the whole thing,and also to speak fluently in Japanese...Hmmmm,which means I still have maybe 1 year since I've started last year.Gambateh,long more to go!!xD

My piano exam is coming,it's on 25th August.I'm quite nervous because I still think that my pieces aren't good enough.Luckily it's during the holidays,so I still have some time to practice.And now only I know that I have to actually sing and have an aural test as well.........hmmm,even worried about that.Keep wondering it!!SING........bless,I wish I could pass,just pass will be enough for me.

Recently I just found out that I actually have much things which I would like to buy,but knowing that I can't have all of them at once,so I'm going to save save and save money again.Why money is always not enough??I really have no idea where all my money has gone...hmmm!!That's a question!I want to buy 2 dramas and few cds including soundtracks.And 1 radio active shirt which I searched it for a long time already and few more stuffs....hmm,going to write about it next time.


ADIOUS!!!!