When one is really worried and nervous...their brain just won't function...can't anyway!That's what happening to me now.I'm going to have my piano exam later 4.02p.m...Just to drop by and I'll blog about that later....Bless!!Hope everyone is fine too!!Just for you all to know where am I!!!Today it's the end and also where it happens...after one year of preparing,I hope I'll bring back miracles and good news!
Piano Exam.....
I'm coming......
August 24, 2005
August 21, 2005
Outing 1
Finally I went to some shopping complexes today.I went to 1 utama with my sis.After my japanese class,then we waited for my mom,then we went to 1u.it was actually my suggestion to hang out there since I've sitted at home for too long....holding the books more than the number of going to toilet.It's pretty bored if life goes like this during the holidays.I finally found my shirt which I bought few months ago...couldn't find it until yesterayday!!It was in my sis's cupboard...scatterbrain me!!
Just when I reched there and entered the first shop of the day,my sis heard a familiar voice and she asked me whether any singers are having any functions .I just couldn't bother to think so I just answered NO!!Then when we went outside to see who was actually that person on stage......GOSH!!!!It was someone I never thought of seeing him again today!!I SAW VICK!!It was so suprising that i couldn't react shortly....looking at him and thinking!!!His hairstyle has changed.xD And he sang a song,forgot what's the name of that song.But it doesn't matter,I was happy enough to have met him shortly again.It was one year ago when I last met him.xDI feel extremely lucky and suprised,and happy!But stupid me didn't take a photo with him or even take his autograph.He was standing there doing nothing but i didn't dare to go ....hmm!And I missed it,urgh,so not going to miss again NEXT TIME.I promised,I'll punch myself 10 times if i ever missed it again.vick jia you!!
Then we went to have our lunch.It was this Robert Harris cafe.My sis recommmended this set lunch for 2 there and I trusted her.so,we went in.Then we ordered this set lunch which she told me just now.and the first dish came.It was the TOMATO SOUP....oooo!!!Gosh!The tomato soup was so thick with the smell of tomato for sure.We didn't like it.Then the ice lemon tea came.It's always my favourite drink to order when I hang out despite the flavours differ at different restaurants.I was so happy waiting for the ice lemon tea to save my stomach from getting tortured by the tomato soup.Then the worst thing started....
I thought I was drinking mineral water when I first drank it.mineral wated in brownish colour.....plus some ices.I think needn't I to describe much because that's still not the worst.Then the spaghetti and sausage+marsh potatoes came.........speechless!Started to regret listening to my sis.she even regretted on her own.I know it's not her fault because what we had was different with what she had eaten last time.Maybe that rm35 was just about sitting in a nice environment and nice leather seats.xDJUst to advice u people not to order the same food again.
Later on we went round and round,Nose,Island shop,Radioactive......until SPEEDY and lastly Movie Target.I saw ANEGO at the price of RM39.90.But somehow I didn't buy it due to some reasons.haih,feel sad!!!I also saw Full House Ost and vcd set.=) Didn't buy also!!Haih,maybe I'll buy it some other day.How would life be if I couldn't even use my own money to buy my favourite stuffs.That's the purpose for me to save money so hard la!!
Then we went home..it was not a very pleasant day.But I'm still happy to meet vick and maybe that's the only happiest thing in the day.haih..........
Just when I reched there and entered the first shop of the day,my sis heard a familiar voice and she asked me whether any singers are having any functions .I just couldn't bother to think so I just answered NO!!Then when we went outside to see who was actually that person on stage......GOSH!!!!It was someone I never thought of seeing him again today!!I SAW VICK!!It was so suprising that i couldn't react shortly....looking at him and thinking!!!His hairstyle has changed.xD And he sang a song,forgot what's the name of that song.But it doesn't matter,I was happy enough to have met him shortly again.It was one year ago when I last met him.xDI feel extremely lucky and suprised,and happy!But stupid me didn't take a photo with him or even take his autograph.He was standing there doing nothing but i didn't dare to go ....hmm!And I missed it,urgh,so not going to miss again NEXT TIME.I promised,I'll punch myself 10 times if i ever missed it again.vick jia you!!
Then we went to have our lunch.It was this Robert Harris cafe.My sis recommmended this set lunch for 2 there and I trusted her.so,we went in.Then we ordered this set lunch which she told me just now.and the first dish came.It was the TOMATO SOUP....oooo!!!Gosh!The tomato soup was so thick with the smell of tomato for sure.We didn't like it.Then the ice lemon tea came.It's always my favourite drink to order when I hang out despite the flavours differ at different restaurants.I was so happy waiting for the ice lemon tea to save my stomach from getting tortured by the tomato soup.Then the worst thing started....
I thought I was drinking mineral water when I first drank it.mineral wated in brownish colour.....plus some ices.I think needn't I to describe much because that's still not the worst.Then the spaghetti and sausage+marsh potatoes came.........speechless!Started to regret listening to my sis.she even regretted on her own.I know it's not her fault because what we had was different with what she had eaten last time.Maybe that rm35 was just about sitting in a nice environment and nice leather seats.xDJUst to advice u people not to order the same food again.
Later on we went round and round,Nose,Island shop,Radioactive......until SPEEDY and lastly Movie Target.I saw ANEGO at the price of RM39.90.But somehow I didn't buy it due to some reasons.haih,feel sad!!!I also saw Full House Ost and vcd set.=) Didn't buy also!!Haih,maybe I'll buy it some other day.How would life be if I couldn't even use my own money to buy my favourite stuffs.That's the purpose for me to save money so hard la!!
Then we went home..it was not a very pleasant day.But I'm still happy to meet vick and maybe that's the only happiest thing in the day.haih..........
August 20, 2005
My favourite time has come!!!
Guess you girls knew what I meant,it's HOLIDAYS now and my school test has finished.=) I'm really going to have a very great week to rest since I always have not enough sleep whenever there's an exam or test.xDBut lazy people behave that way,so I can't help it!I feel really excited and I've been waiting for this holidays long time ago,since last break....sad,we only have a week!!That's so not enough!!However,there are tonnes of things waiting for me to do during the holidays and probably only holidays I can do all these....that's the time where I've time to spend with my peeps!!I can only meet and hang out with them for a few times in a year....not much!!(*pS:tuition is not counted okay!*).I could feel that my soul and mood are coming back to me!!Forget about the test,because I've done badly and not like it's going to turn up good!These are the few things I've planned to do and I'm going to do it....=)
1.Unfortunately I've piano exam right after my school test,so it's still continuing,not ended yet!=) probably I'll spend a lot of time practising and brush up,I want to PASS NOT FAIL!!It's on the coming thursday,25/8,people please pray for me!!Bless!!xD You all are not going to live great without a happy me!Kaka,kidding,but I'll try my best as usual!!

2.Nah,another thing I'll always do whenever there's a holiday is spending some time with my peeps,maybe a day out or just a small gathering.Whoa,that's the happiest thing when I meet them.=)Words just can't describe my feelings....and I'm seeking for the outings soon.

Only meant for best friends,those backstabbers,get a life!I'll be happy enough if I don't see you during holidays!=)

Mk,Cl,pY,Ck,I'll be RUNNING towards you all just like the tigger on top!!xD Give me a call when you girls are free!=)
3.Japanese Class
My revision class is going to end on next Sunday,=) I really want to thank to the teacher,I think he's even better than my previous one.And also all the classmates as well,although I'm the youngest in the class but you all still treat me good and friendly.Hope to be in the same class with you on the next level.=)

どぞよろしく
4.Dramas and movies time
This is also my only time to have spent time to watch a few dramas as well as movies.I don't step into the cinema during schooldays...haha!Serious!!My last cinema watching movie was MADAGASCAR which was few months ago.
This time I've chosen
1.Anego
It's a japanese drama about the relationship between a young guy and an elder woman.How one loves another and neglect the aging problem.

2.Zai Shi Jie De Zhong Xin Hu Huan Ai

There are both drama and movie version,but I hope to watch both if possible.It's a love story where about the first love of a guy and a girl...haha,needn't me to tell much,watch it if you're interested.
3.CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY
You can already get some hints from the title,it's all about CHOCLATES and a bit fantasy!!!=)Haha,I think I'm more interested on the choclate factory than anything else!!Someone told me to buy some choclate bars before entering the cinema to make the show a better one to watch.So that I won't die of wanting the choclates when watching....
Basically these are the few ones which interest me the most.I think there should be more than these.But I think I'll watch all these FIRST.
5.Daily schedule
As usual,tuitions and all classes are still one despite the one-week break.So Some of my time will be spent by attending all these.*Sigh* Tiring life
These are some main things which I'm going to do.Haha,shall blog about it when I've completed all of these.....I think I'll have more picture on my blog after this.My blog is too wordy...lack of pictures!!!xD Peeps,don't mind to put your pretty faces on my blog??kaka
6.Sleeping+ Shopping
I couldn't believe that I've not been out for a month.SInce the mega sale has started....I've never been out before!!Whoaa,it's not late for me to realise this.Because I'll have enough time to shop til I drop and sleep til my backbones are cracked.xD I've not shopped for new clothes ,so I think I'm going to buy some new clothes,accesories and skirts maybe.=)Have a new look with new clothes.And I wanted to buy a few cds too.=) Maybe JJ's one,jesse mcCartney or the others.=) Or maybe a set of full house vcd....=)
That's all for now!!!Have fun during the holidays,HAkUNA MATATA!!
1.Unfortunately I've piano exam right after my school test,so it's still continuing,not ended yet!=) probably I'll spend a lot of time practising and brush up,I want to PASS NOT FAIL!!It's on the coming thursday,25/8,people please pray for me!!Bless!!xD You all are not going to live great without a happy me!Kaka,kidding,but I'll try my best as usual!!
2.Nah,another thing I'll always do whenever there's a holiday is spending some time with my peeps,maybe a day out or just a small gathering.Whoa,that's the happiest thing when I meet them.=)Words just can't describe my feelings....and I'm seeking for the outings soon.
Only meant for best friends,those backstabbers,get a life!I'll be happy enough if I don't see you during holidays!=)
Mk,Cl,pY,Ck,I'll be RUNNING towards you all just like the tigger on top!!xD Give me a call when you girls are free!=)
3.Japanese Class
My revision class is going to end on next Sunday,=) I really want to thank to the teacher,I think he's even better than my previous one.And also all the classmates as well,although I'm the youngest in the class but you all still treat me good and friendly.Hope to be in the same class with you on the next level.=)
どぞよろしく
4.Dramas and movies time
This is also my only time to have spent time to watch a few dramas as well as movies.I don't step into the cinema during schooldays...haha!Serious!!My last cinema watching movie was MADAGASCAR which was few months ago.
This time I've chosen
1.Anego
It's a japanese drama about the relationship between a young guy and an elder woman.How one loves another and neglect the aging problem.
2.Zai Shi Jie De Zhong Xin Hu Huan Ai
There are both drama and movie version,but I hope to watch both if possible.It's a love story where about the first love of a guy and a girl...haha,needn't me to tell much,watch it if you're interested.
3.CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY
You can already get some hints from the title,it's all about CHOCLATES and a bit fantasy!!!=)Haha,I think I'm more interested on the choclate factory than anything else!!Someone told me to buy some choclate bars before entering the cinema to make the show a better one to watch.So that I won't die of wanting the choclates when watching....
Basically these are the few ones which interest me the most.I think there should be more than these.But I think I'll watch all these FIRST.
5.Daily schedule
As usual,tuitions and all classes are still one despite the one-week break.So Some of my time will be spent by attending all these.*Sigh* Tiring life
These are some main things which I'm going to do.Haha,shall blog about it when I've completed all of these.....I think I'll have more picture on my blog after this.My blog is too wordy...lack of pictures!!!xD Peeps,don't mind to put your pretty faces on my blog??kaka
6.Sleeping+ Shopping
I couldn't believe that I've not been out for a month.SInce the mega sale has started....I've never been out before!!Whoaa,it's not late for me to realise this.Because I'll have enough time to shop til I drop and sleep til my backbones are cracked.xD I've not shopped for new clothes ,so I think I'm going to buy some new clothes,accesories and skirts maybe.=)Have a new look with new clothes.And I wanted to buy a few cds too.=) Maybe JJ's one,jesse mcCartney or the others.=) Or maybe a set of full house vcd....=)
That's all for now!!!Have fun during the holidays,HAkUNA MATATA!!
August 10, 2005
Terrible Haze
The haze in town is getting worse and worse,and it has reached the level that we hardly breathe,every breathe that we take in consists of toxic gas,and the smell of burning is everywhere.There's just no way to escape it,even if you close all the windows or open the air cond........This is my first experince living in such a terrible condition....Luckily I do not suffer from asthma or any sicknesses,but I feel extremely uncomfortable to be in a environment like that.Everyone looks tired and sick,but yet the teacher is still teaching.Urgh...I hate haze,and yet I saw some people are so happy with the suddenly 2-day break.....don't forget it's because we're living in danger that makes the school is forced to cancel schooldays,why are you still so happy when you are in danger?I want the haze to go fast....I still have test next week,I don't want to suffer for so long....It's already 4 days.I suddenly remember a poem we learnt 2 years ago,"the dead crow",I believe most of you guys will agree with me the content of the poem really suits the situation for now.
Not only the haze,we are also having difficulities in water storage,the water is going to finish soon if the haze doesn't go away.Then we will really be in trouble,in 15-20days the big trouble will come....and I pray and pray this will never happen to us.SAVE NOW ,don't waste water ,we don't want "kemarau".Bless!!
Last week I went for a duty (PBSM) at S.K Taman Sea.A bunch of kids were there to have a carnival.We didn't have much duties to do actually,but I feel guilty because instead of helping the others,seems like we are more enjoying,eating,chit-chatting and drinking.Throughout the 6-7 hours,we only used 3 plasters,hahaxD!That was a good thing,less people injure.But I'm happy to have involved in the duty,because I was given an oppurtunity to =) gain more experience since I've not been out for duty before.The kids there were awesome,really cute!!But the thing I never like is that I've to wake up very early on Saturday and be there for 7-8 hours.(hmmm....)
Or not it would be very great!!!By time I reached home it was already 2.30 p.m.whoaa...then as usual....Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz (*shiiiyyyyy.....silence please)
Overall nothing much has happened these few days due to the bad weather.I hope we'll see the wonderful sun and rain very soon,now I know how great the sun is!!!In fact,I should have known this even earlier....
*people please take care,drink more water and avoid from going out so often,for now home is really the safest place to be in!!* So take care..
Not only the haze,we are also having difficulities in water storage,the water is going to finish soon if the haze doesn't go away.Then we will really be in trouble,in 15-20days the big trouble will come....and I pray and pray this will never happen to us.SAVE NOW ,don't waste water ,we don't want "kemarau".Bless!!
Last week I went for a duty (PBSM) at S.K Taman Sea.A bunch of kids were there to have a carnival.We didn't have much duties to do actually,but I feel guilty because instead of helping the others,seems like we are more enjoying,eating,chit-chatting and drinking.Throughout the 6-7 hours,we only used 3 plasters,hahaxD!That was a good thing,less people injure.But I'm happy to have involved in the duty,because I was given an oppurtunity to =) gain more experience since I've not been out for duty before.The kids there were awesome,really cute!!But the thing I never like is that I've to wake up very early on Saturday and be there for 7-8 hours.(hmmm....)
Or not it would be very great!!!By time I reached home it was already 2.30 p.m.whoaa...then as usual....Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz (*shiiiyyyyy.....silence please)
Overall nothing much has happened these few days due to the bad weather.I hope we'll see the wonderful sun and rain very soon,now I know how great the sun is!!!In fact,I should have known this even earlier....
*people please take care,drink more water and avoid from going out so often,for now home is really the safest place to be in!!* So take care..
August 07, 2005
Free again

Life is just quite bored these few days,not very busy,suddenly I felt very free.Have you ever heard the same song getting repeated in the whole day,doing the same thing over and over again.?These were what I did yesterday.But I somehow like this feeling,being calm and comfortable at times,not too busy atleast.I'm too tired to be busy...so I prefer FREE!xD And holidays are coming again,how many times have I said Hols is this blog?Haha,I think I've said that quite often.That just shows that how deep am I to holidays.Today Zik-So class was cancelled because our instructor said that the air was quite bad this morning,and our class is actually open air,so he decided to cancel it...welll!!!Why can't he just tell me earlier,it's so hard for me to go into sleep again after I woke up....So I chat with Val on phone at 8 something....xD Can you imagine???8 .30 a.m and I was on the phone chit-chatting,that's very unusual for me.
Then I went to the Japanese language class to brush up and do some revision on my level 1.Luckily I did some revision on my own before that,so it wasn't as hard though to catch up.But this teacher is definitely so much better than mine...*sigh*unlucky to have a bad one.But it's over and I'll persevere to my level 2,so I've to work harder.xDOkay,stop here today about jap,I think I've been writing too much about that....I'm so sorry!!xD
Then I came home,I really feel like hanging out today,but I always miss a chance to hang out.Somehow my mood is always different from my family,whenever I want to hang out is when they don't do that!!*sigh*Feel like calling my peeps to hang out but looking at the clock,whoa,it was already 2.30,so I went upstairs and opened my com...another day at home!!!Mega sale mega sale mega sale!!!But I didn't even hang out for once!!All went out except my second sis...hmmm!!And I'm listening to the full house OST now!!I've no idea what am I supposed to do.Let's find a topic to write in....hmm!Yea,I'll tell you more about what others told me about my personality,their impression to me and so on.Recently I just heard some of them saying,and below are some of their sayings on me:
1.blur-I don't know,but 9 out of 1o people will say that I'm blur.I seriously have no idea why and what have I done to make them feel this way.Maybe it's natural,I was born to be like this.So not going to change anyway.Some even compared me to my idol-Vic....hmmm!!saying that we look similar in personality??xO really?I consider that as a compliment then..ahaks!
2.quiet-well,this isn't the first time for me to hear this?Too quiet and soft,people who know better will definitely understand that I'm like that since the first day they met me.I just don't like to be too noisy,I can be talkative but not to strangers....STarngers will think that I'm very cool and action...what to do?xD I enjoy being quiet anyway,so no one can change me.Prefer listening than talking,don't you all feel tired when you're talking too much?
3.responsible and hardworking-I feel like laughing when they told me this.xD That's because they can't see the hidden lazy and irresponsible in myself.xD Does that mean that I'm quiet good at hiding all these from them?=) I just do what they told,I hope to complete everything which is given to me,is that considered hardwoking?I thought everyone is supposed to be like that...isn't it?I'm not that good as what you guys thought....
4.understanding-Hmm,no comment on this,I can't judge myself on this,because it's for them to think and tell me.maybe less comment and more listening make them feel that I've this quality.No idea....
5.kind-xd I'm happy you guys told me that but again it's not as good as what you thought I'm.There's always an evil side in everyone of us.The DARK SIDE!!!Maybe I'm only kind in small tiny things....Yes,I do but I hesitate whether I'll do the same when it comes to big problems..hmmm
Well,these are the more common ones.=) Let me tell you more about my bad qualities as well as weaknesses .
1.emotional-one of my peeps did told me this before.Sometimes I do have very pessimistic thinking and it makes me very unhappy.I don't know whether I influence the others .Sorry if I pull down anyone's spirit,didn't mean to do that.I'm still improving...and improving..
2.easily get angry (xiao qi)-This was what my family and siblings told me.I don't get this from my friends...I don't know,maybe I'm xiao qi.According to them,I'm always "lian chou chou" when I can;t get whatever I wanted.No comment on this,I don't like to fight back them when I'm angry,so I keep myself away from them.but later I found out whatever I do,they consider me as xiao qi.So let it be...
3.aha,stupid,slow reaction-Yes,i do admit that I react slower than others do.Still trying to improbe on that,xD haha,they always laugh at me.I think I'll be the first to get in trouble when there is a car coming towards me....=D*bang.......*everything is just too late.Ya,and stupid,they always say that I'm stupid.=D Take it easy,so i'm used to it whenever they say that.I'm just not that clever type,so let it be!!God gives me 50% so I'll take the 50%...I'll take whatever I have and that's it.
4.talk softly-I often get complaints for that.Well,they just didn't know how hard i tried to talk louder when they are not around.I did practice before but somehow it didn't work.However,not going to give up because I don't want to be blamed on this anymore.
That's what I can think of now.Hope you all get to know me better through this.=) I welcome critism as well.Nobody is perfect,and be what and who you are.Don't ever try to imitate someone else because u think that u're not cool enough.Without realizing the coolest and chunest part is actually already with you since the day you were born.This made everyone so special and can't be imitated.* 8 parts of originality and 2 parts of improving* this makes up every human.Who cares if it's not perfect,as long as the most original part is there~~
August 04, 2005
Recovering...
I feel much better now after a week.Eventhough I still meet her often,but atleast I chosed not to mess with her,just keep myself an inch from her so that I can breathe in fresh air and calm down myself....calm down,Pui Mun.xD Atleast I can laugh now,Mk you too don't think much on those people again.There are all idiots!!!There must be some idiots in the world to balance it,can't just be angels all around,agree with that??Too bad it's like that!!
Well,I still have plenty of things to write after a short break.First it will be the Hari kantin.OOo god,finally it was over.Haha,I looked so stupid on that day,carrying tonnes of can drinks up and down,atleast for 3 rounds.And I just hate our school to be so big yet not much facilities,useless,made me so tired after walking round and round.Unfortunately,we earned only 100-200 I think!Not much I know,imagine we still have to give 20% to the school,so it's really nothing much left for us.Our school is just like a money vacumn,it sucks up all of our money.Seriously I don't know how many times have I heard that our school is raising funds to do this and that,to make our school a better place to live in and all that.But after all the donations ,I don't see any changes.They can build a gym room without any equipments inside,and it's there for a half year.And they can build a new office for 3 months???Smart people will get what I mean...I just wondered where ourmoney goes and what are they doing for us???
xD And I have a very very good news to annouce,my japanese language class is about to start.It will be started next week,which is 14th Aug,I know it's just a few days right before the exams,but I'm too excited and I neglect about my test.What can I do,I've stopped for a year and finally I can start again....argh~~~~xD!!I'll study earlier and prepare for the test before I enter the language class to make sure both turn up good.Haha,I hope it works.Well,there is actually an exam for the japanese as well,so maybe I'm going to sit for the exam after I've completed a few levels.....!!Still early to think about it.And admin there told me that it takes about 1 1/2 year to actually finish the whole thing,and also to speak fluently in Japanese...Hmmmm,which means I still have maybe 1 year since I've started last year.Gambateh,long more to go!!xD
My piano exam is coming,it's on 25th August.I'm quite nervous because I still think that my pieces aren't good enough.Luckily it's during the holidays,so I still have some time to practice.And now only I know that I have to actually sing and have an aural test as well.........hmmm,even worried about that.Keep wondering it!!SING........bless,I wish I could pass,just pass will be enough for me.
Recently I just found out that I actually have much things which I would like to buy,but knowing that I can't have all of them at once,so I'm going to save save and save money again.Why money is always not enough??I really have no idea where all my money has gone...hmmm!!That's a question!I want to buy 2 dramas and few cds including soundtracks.And 1 radio active shirt which I searched it for a long time already and few more stuffs....hmm,going to write about it next time.
ADIOUS!!!!
Well,I still have plenty of things to write after a short break.First it will be the Hari kantin.OOo god,finally it was over.Haha,I looked so stupid on that day,carrying tonnes of can drinks up and down,atleast for 3 rounds.And I just hate our school to be so big yet not much facilities,useless,made me so tired after walking round and round.Unfortunately,we earned only 100-200 I think!Not much I know,imagine we still have to give 20% to the school,so it's really nothing much left for us.Our school is just like a money vacumn,it sucks up all of our money.Seriously I don't know how many times have I heard that our school is raising funds to do this and that,to make our school a better place to live in and all that.But after all the donations ,I don't see any changes.They can build a gym room without any equipments inside,and it's there for a half year.And they can build a new office for 3 months???Smart people will get what I mean...I just wondered where ourmoney goes and what are they doing for us???
xD And I have a very very good news to annouce,my japanese language class is about to start.It will be started next week,which is 14th Aug,I know it's just a few days right before the exams,but I'm too excited and I neglect about my test.What can I do,I've stopped for a year and finally I can start again....argh~~~~xD!!I'll study earlier and prepare for the test before I enter the language class to make sure both turn up good.Haha,I hope it works.Well,there is actually an exam for the japanese as well,so maybe I'm going to sit for the exam after I've completed a few levels.....!!Still early to think about it.And admin there told me that it takes about 1 1/2 year to actually finish the whole thing,and also to speak fluently in Japanese...Hmmmm,which means I still have maybe 1 year since I've started last year.Gambateh,long more to go!!xD
My piano exam is coming,it's on 25th August.I'm quite nervous because I still think that my pieces aren't good enough.Luckily it's during the holidays,so I still have some time to practice.And now only I know that I have to actually sing and have an aural test as well.........hmmm,even worried about that.Keep wondering it!!SING........bless,I wish I could pass,just pass will be enough for me.
Recently I just found out that I actually have much things which I would like to buy,but knowing that I can't have all of them at once,so I'm going to save save and save money again.Why money is always not enough??I really have no idea where all my money has gone...hmmm!!That's a question!I want to buy 2 dramas and few cds including soundtracks.And 1 radio active shirt which I searched it for a long time already and few more stuffs....hmm,going to write about it next time.
ADIOUS!!!!
July 28, 2005
Disappointed...
I really few very down these few days.Although busy,but also not in a good mood,doing all the things in a bad mood.Thus,I was sick while doing all my work.Sometimes I really don't understand what's the point of helping them so much.I didn't get anything in return,not to say I want something back from them,but just don't expect scolding and complaints atleast.I always try my best to complete each and every work which is given but can't they just tell me earlier before that?I feel that I've to always stay up late whenever there is any event being held for the last minute call or even asking me to do stuff which is imposible for me to complete in the period which is given by them.Sometimes I really ask myself,why am I doing all these when nobody appreciates your hard work and your effort in making everything to a sucess.It has been very tiring since the day I joined.And I kept on doing,doing and doing,just want to finish everything.When everything is in a mess,I filed it up and put it neatly so that everyone will have a better understanding.
At this moment,I could really feel the cruelty in human.Selfish,selfish human.Just want to make their things easy and putting all the work on my shoulder and expect me to do it.I can do it but it isn't a necessary for me to do and wait patiently,stand for you bad tanthrum.They please you when they need you,and throw you back behind whenever there are good things in front.Do you have friends like that?I've known her for atleast 6 years,and she treated me like that now.I even wonder whether I'm considered a friend of her's or not.I don't know whether I'm being too kind to you and you're using me to benefit yourself.I don't like to have tanthrum with anyone of you,if it's still considerable,I wouldn't have made a sound.I don't like to make everyone angry and still have to get back together to work together soon.It won't feel the same anymore,everyone wouldn't have done their part well and with their true hearts.I don't want it to be like that.I'm tired to compromise with you.You know who you are....did you actually care for my feeling?Or just being happy to have a stupid idiot for you to use anytime?
I really feel like crying....and still tones of work are waiting for me.I know someone is helping me from my back,I know!!I totally changed my true heart to you,you made me not feel like treating you in the same way as what I did before that.You made me feel like betraying you and just leave you alone.You made me feel frustrated and so guilty with what I've done.But I know I can't do that...eventhough I'm already somehow your enemy,the contrast in you and me makes us can't be together anymore....anymore!!Your "don't care,don't know" prinsip will be none of my business anymore.I'll do my part and so do you.That's the best thing I can do to avoid from another battle from happening .I want to live in peace and leave school peacefully.
" Now it's just too late,and we can't go back,I'm sorry,I can't be perfect"
Also hope Val will do well in her piano exams.
Thanks to Full House because it's the only drama which makes me laugh for now.
Thanks to this blogger for giving me an opputunity to release everything out without hurting anybody's feeling.that's the best way.
I don't know why,but I keep on thinking cl,py and mk.Just thank you all for being with me all the time.I somehow miss you all....
Thanks to san,my sis,she wouldn't have know I thanked her but I really really thank her for helping me.I know you like pink,so I put this in pink.
Thanks to everyone who really treats me with their true hearts,believe me,I know,I know,I really know who!!
I'm so sorry to end this blog in a down mood....neglect this if u're not in a good mood too,it just makes u feel worst.Using blue colour because it's the only colour who makes me feel better.
At this moment,I could really feel the cruelty in human.Selfish,selfish human.Just want to make their things easy and putting all the work on my shoulder and expect me to do it.I can do it but it isn't a necessary for me to do and wait patiently,stand for you bad tanthrum.They please you when they need you,and throw you back behind whenever there are good things in front.Do you have friends like that?I've known her for atleast 6 years,and she treated me like that now.I even wonder whether I'm considered a friend of her's or not.I don't know whether I'm being too kind to you and you're using me to benefit yourself.I don't like to have tanthrum with anyone of you,if it's still considerable,I wouldn't have made a sound.I don't like to make everyone angry and still have to get back together to work together soon.It won't feel the same anymore,everyone wouldn't have done their part well and with their true hearts.I don't want it to be like that.I'm tired to compromise with you.You know who you are....did you actually care for my feeling?Or just being happy to have a stupid idiot for you to use anytime?
I really feel like crying....and still tones of work are waiting for me.I know someone is helping me from my back,I know!!I totally changed my true heart to you,you made me not feel like treating you in the same way as what I did before that.You made me feel like betraying you and just leave you alone.You made me feel frustrated and so guilty with what I've done.But I know I can't do that...eventhough I'm already somehow your enemy,the contrast in you and me makes us can't be together anymore....anymore!!Your "don't care,don't know" prinsip will be none of my business anymore.I'll do my part and so do you.That's the best thing I can do to avoid from another battle from happening .I want to live in peace and leave school peacefully.
" Now it's just too late,and we can't go back,I'm sorry,I can't be perfect"
Also hope Val will do well in her piano exams.
Thanks to Full House because it's the only drama which makes me laugh for now.
Thanks to this blogger for giving me an opputunity to release everything out without hurting anybody's feeling.that's the best way.
I don't know why,but I keep on thinking cl,py and mk.Just thank you all for being with me all the time.I somehow miss you all....
Thanks to san,my sis,she wouldn't have know I thanked her but I really really thank her for helping me.I know you like pink,so I put this in pink.
Thanks to everyone who really treats me with their true hearts,believe me,I know,I know,I really know who!!
I'm so sorry to end this blog in a down mood....neglect this if u're not in a good mood too,it just makes u feel worst.Using blue colour because it's the only colour who makes me feel better.
July 23, 2005
Choral Speaking..
I think it was a bit amazing and suprising that I'll enter a choral speaking competition,somemore a inter-school's one.I can only say that it's a bit "wu da wu zhuang" for me to join the competition,because at first I did not tend to join that.Despite our class lost in the school's choral speaking competition,some of my classmates including me were chosen to join the competition.We went through the audition and I didn't even know that I was going to the audition only after the whole thing ended.Haih...big mistake!I was very worried with my performance because I realised that it's one of my biggest weaknesses.I knew that I couldn't be any better than that....I tried to learn face expressions and memorize the poem in only few days.I really worried I'll influence the others performance and damaging the team...I think I did mention in my first blog that I'm very bad in choral speaking and I often get comments on that..
Then one week past with practises everyday for a few hours.We really put much effort on it despite it's our first time to join this competition.I was happy to work with them although it was only 4 days.I kept on asking the other team members to comment on my performance so that I can improve immediately since we've not much time left.Many exhilariting moments have been shared throughout the practises...xD and our conductor,amira is really funny!! She did not put pressure on us but she always makes us laugh and enjoy .She's really great,althought teacher did say something bad but I still listen to her and only her.xD I was also busy borrowing prefect's uniform from everywhere,I think I've asked at least 10 people.All of us were supposed to wear prefect's uniform on that day.Finally I got one from the form 3...wondering whether I could fit in annot...
Yesterday was the competition.We were extremely nervous but still trying to do our best and keep calm until the performance ends.I wasn't very nervous because I knew that once I did that,I'll be forgetting all the actions and poem as well.Before the competition I went to the PBSM meeting..then I went home with winney.We were chit-chatting and eating our lunch before we bathed and go to school again.I was really in horror when I couldn't fit in the skirt which I borrowed and I was panicked.I didnt know who to borrow because half more hour we are leaving school to the competition......Really thanks to all the other such as shal,hsiu ping,mani,winney,margaret,malini and so much more.They helped me to go round and round searching a suitable skirt for me to wear.Finally at the very last moment I got a skirt on me...phew!!I was thinking to quit before that because of not getting a right skirt!Thank god I still managed to enter the competition at last.
We were the third to perform.There were all together 13 teams participated in this competition.It was held in Subang parade.xD We were quite crazy when we got there,and it's just amazing to see a bunch of red maniacs using the esculator and all you could see was only sri amanians in two rows wearing the prefect's uniform and amira who was wearing the red coat outside...xD!!Right before the performance,our teacher Pn santira gathered us and gave us last instrution on what to do and amira who was teaching us what to do later and asked us not to be panicked.Because we are going to put on a good show..that's the only thing we could do to ensure our hard work was paid.deng deng deng deng....Then we got up the stage and started the whole thing which we did numerous times in the poem.I was glad that we managed to perform everything which was planned and practised earlier,all the actions without forgetting the poem because we always paused during practising.xD whoaaaaa.....finally the thing was over and we jumped and screamed after we left the stage,aha,that's how sri amanians behave when they're too hyper.I was happy for not forgetting my part because teacher changed my position a day before...!!xDI didn;t watch another 12 teams but I went to mcd's and hang around.Then when the emcee annouced that we got 2nd,we all jumped off the chairs and...xD hugging each other!We really worked very hard and it was tiring .xD We got a big trophy,rm1000 and a certificate for each member.xD Whoaaa....
That was a really great experience and I changed my impression on choral speaking,well just slightly.I'm glad to know more great friends through joining this competition.Most importantly,I know I can do it if I really want to do it and it just requests some hard work and a bit of confidence...I knew I didn't have much confidence inmyself before that and even know just gained a bit more only.I've to do my best because we are performing in assembly tomorrow...xD yeah,coming back with all the pleasure and honour!!Just hope that the rm1000 won't go to the school,but don't think there'll be with us either.And I'm having fever right after the competition until know...feel dizzy and tired always.But still,not to forget here are some people which I would like to thank:
here's the list of people:
Winney:really want to thank you because you helped me a lot in catching up the poem and teaching me what to do so that I'm not so blur.xD and encourage me,helping me until the very last second...Thanks a lot peep!!
Margaret,Shal,Hsiu Ping,Mani:You all are really great people to work with..xD always put up a good show and helping each other.Thanks for all the effort!!
Amira:Whoaa,you're a great conductor,xD aha,I'll only listen to your instruction,don't worry and I could only see you when we were performing,thanks for all your guidance to make me better.
Valerie:yes,must not forget to thank val for giving comments and also came to watch the competition,Xd thanks for supporting and all the compliments!!You're great too!!
Hidayah,Eileen,the form 3 junior,Amirah:thanks for borrowing me the uniform,tie and skirt.xD U all helped me to enter because I wouldn't have managed to get on stage without the uniform.hehe...
All team members: Thanks for all the hard work and we did it.Xd should celebrate in some other day.
Pn suhafna,Ms thana:Thanks for coming,both of u are my teachersxD,english and est.Thanks for coming to support us.Thank you
Pn santira:Thanks for your guidance and xD hard work.Thank you teacher.I'm happy that we did it too.
Then one week past with practises everyday for a few hours.We really put much effort on it despite it's our first time to join this competition.I was happy to work with them although it was only 4 days.I kept on asking the other team members to comment on my performance so that I can improve immediately since we've not much time left.Many exhilariting moments have been shared throughout the practises...xD and our conductor,amira is really funny!! She did not put pressure on us but she always makes us laugh and enjoy .She's really great,althought teacher did say something bad but I still listen to her and only her.xD I was also busy borrowing prefect's uniform from everywhere,I think I've asked at least 10 people.All of us were supposed to wear prefect's uniform on that day.Finally I got one from the form 3...wondering whether I could fit in annot...
Yesterday was the competition.We were extremely nervous but still trying to do our best and keep calm until the performance ends.I wasn't very nervous because I knew that once I did that,I'll be forgetting all the actions and poem as well.Before the competition I went to the PBSM meeting..then I went home with winney.We were chit-chatting and eating our lunch before we bathed and go to school again.I was really in horror when I couldn't fit in the skirt which I borrowed and I was panicked.I didnt know who to borrow because half more hour we are leaving school to the competition......Really thanks to all the other such as shal,hsiu ping,mani,winney,margaret,malini and so much more.They helped me to go round and round searching a suitable skirt for me to wear.Finally at the very last moment I got a skirt on me...phew!!I was thinking to quit before that because of not getting a right skirt!Thank god I still managed to enter the competition at last.
We were the third to perform.There were all together 13 teams participated in this competition.It was held in Subang parade.xD We were quite crazy when we got there,and it's just amazing to see a bunch of red maniacs using the esculator and all you could see was only sri amanians in two rows wearing the prefect's uniform and amira who was wearing the red coat outside...xD!!Right before the performance,our teacher Pn santira gathered us and gave us last instrution on what to do and amira who was teaching us what to do later and asked us not to be panicked.Because we are going to put on a good show..that's the only thing we could do to ensure our hard work was paid.deng deng deng deng....Then we got up the stage and started the whole thing which we did numerous times in the poem.I was glad that we managed to perform everything which was planned and practised earlier,all the actions without forgetting the poem because we always paused during practising.xD whoaaaaa.....finally the thing was over and we jumped and screamed after we left the stage,aha,that's how sri amanians behave when they're too hyper.I was happy for not forgetting my part because teacher changed my position a day before...!!xDI didn;t watch another 12 teams but I went to mcd's and hang around.Then when the emcee annouced that we got 2nd,we all jumped off the chairs and...xD hugging each other!We really worked very hard and it was tiring .xD We got a big trophy,rm1000 and a certificate for each member.xD Whoaaa....
That was a really great experience and I changed my impression on choral speaking,well just slightly.I'm glad to know more great friends through joining this competition.Most importantly,I know I can do it if I really want to do it and it just requests some hard work and a bit of confidence...I knew I didn't have much confidence inmyself before that and even know just gained a bit more only.I've to do my best because we are performing in assembly tomorrow...xD yeah,coming back with all the pleasure and honour!!Just hope that the rm1000 won't go to the school,but don't think there'll be with us either.And I'm having fever right after the competition until know...feel dizzy and tired always.But still,not to forget here are some people which I would like to thank:
here's the list of people:
Winney:really want to thank you because you helped me a lot in catching up the poem and teaching me what to do so that I'm not so blur.xD and encourage me,helping me until the very last second...Thanks a lot peep!!
Margaret,Shal,Hsiu Ping,Mani:You all are really great people to work with..xD always put up a good show and helping each other.Thanks for all the effort!!
Amira:Whoaa,you're a great conductor,xD aha,I'll only listen to your instruction,don't worry and I could only see you when we were performing,thanks for all your guidance to make me better.
Valerie:yes,must not forget to thank val for giving comments and also came to watch the competition,Xd thanks for supporting and all the compliments!!You're great too!!
Hidayah,Eileen,the form 3 junior,Amirah:thanks for borrowing me the uniform,tie and skirt.xD U all helped me to enter because I wouldn't have managed to get on stage without the uniform.hehe...
All team members: Thanks for all the hard work and we did it.Xd should celebrate in some other day.
Pn suhafna,Ms thana:Thanks for coming,both of u are my teachersxD,english and est.Thanks for coming to support us.Thank you
Pn santira:Thanks for your guidance and xD hard work.Thank you teacher.I'm happy that we did it too.
July 12, 2005
Photos for Today!!
Guess I've written a lot,so I decided to post some pictures today,pictures from people and nice things around me.xDAhaks,part of my precious things are going to be posted now.But of course,there'll be no me in any pictures,kaka!!...hmm,still not the time yet!!maybe later...
Deng deng deng deng,my coke I

This is my precious precious...aha!!I got all these very hard,thanks to all the people who've helped me in collecting coke can drinks from all over the countries.They are cans from (left to right)Swiss,korea(3 cans),Indonesia,South Africa,Japan and ArabXD in the picture.
my Coke II

Cans from Swiss,Italy,China,U.S,Indonesia,France,Japan!!xD whoa,look there are some special edition such as the christmas coke can and also the golden colour can...
CAndy

Gummy candies from Swiss,my aunt bought it for me.xD The special thing is it is made up of many kinds of animals such as the dinasour,owl and so on.There are all in different flavours...aha,very nice to eat!!!yum yum..
Twins

This was one of the photos which I've taken on 17/4,when Twins came to promote their first Mandarin albumxD,it was such a nice day!!
Pluto

A dog you must know ,PLUTO-my lovely dog!!ahaks,taken when it was 1-year-old
Birthday Cake

My birthday cake last year-Choclate cake,whohoooo!!yummy!!My sis took us to swensens to have dinner on that day...nice***
To BE continued.....
Deng deng deng deng,my coke I
This is my precious precious...aha!!I got all these very hard,thanks to all the people who've helped me in collecting coke can drinks from all over the countries.They are cans from (left to right)Swiss,korea(3 cans),Indonesia,South Africa,Japan and ArabXD in the picture.
my Coke II
Cans from Swiss,Italy,China,U.S,Indonesia,France,Japan!!xD whoa,look there are some special edition such as the christmas coke can and also the golden colour can...
CAndy
Gummy candies from Swiss,my aunt bought it for me.xD The special thing is it is made up of many kinds of animals such as the dinasour,owl and so on.There are all in different flavours...aha,very nice to eat!!!yum yum..
Twins
This was one of the photos which I've taken on 17/4,when Twins came to promote their first Mandarin albumxD,it was such a nice day!!
Pluto
A dog you must know ,PLUTO-my lovely dog!!ahaks,taken when it was 1-year-old
Birthday Cake
My birthday cake last year-Choclate cake,whohoooo!!yummy!!My sis took us to swensens to have dinner on that day...nice***
To BE continued.....
July 08, 2005
Phew!!!
It's a busy,tiring week.Firstly I would like to annouce here,that I've joined our school orchestra,YEAH!!Finally eL and I went to find pn.suhafna and we are allowed and encouraged to join.But the thing is I've to learn something new which is the guitar because they're already people who play piano...hmm,I hope it won't be hard but I'll learn hard to catch up with the others since they're way way better than me.=) Joining orchestra is one of the things I've thought at the beginning of the year and now finally it comes true....ah!!Feel very happy!!=) tomorrow we'll have a practice and I hope they won't be upset to see me...=) I'll learn and learn and learn hard,thats what I can promise for now.I hope I won't dissapoint them..Just give me some time to cope with the new thing.=D Aha,next time you all are going to see me holding a guitar besides playing piano...=D that's when I'm very expert...!!mk,I need your help,teach me guitar =D,"shi fu shi fu"!!and cL also!!
Then it's about the Interact.I was ABOUT to join the club.When val told me about the second intake of the interact club,I quickly did the orientation form and started to get all the seniors and interactors to sign for me.Besides the orientation,I was supposed to write 2 essays and attend an interview.I've done the 2 essays but I failed to go to the meeting..it was so wasted!!!!I waited for 2 hours atleast for nothing and I really gave up ,I waited for val to finish her interview and I went back home!what am I doing,I kept on asking myself?Why should I waited for so long for nothing?Since it was over,I try not to think so much about it...=) I'm a student again.....althought I felt a bit dissapointed,this feeling is not going to be with me long.=) Nevermind,I tell myself!!!
Last Sun,I went to watch the cheer 05 too.It was my first time watching a cheerleading competition.I went with my sisters at 1.30 p.m.dDefinitely it has opened up my eyes and let me realise that how great are the other cheerleaders besides our school,really great!!I really like the titan's perfomance although they didn't manage to get into the top three,they got the sixth.But they're really great!!Keep it up!!Well,I watched my school's one too.=) They did not win but I'll still support them,sri amanians,go go go!!!go,fight,win!!U all have put up a good show too!!!I makes the competition fantastic.yes,and the host was very funny too.He liked to do all these silly acts xD to actually keep up the audience spirit...=DAnd I saw jac too.Long time didn't meet her,and she's still the same...still having a nice and powerful voice,friendly,atleast i think so.=) She's becoming more popular and I think joining Mi is really one of the right things she did in her life.See what she is getting now and you'll understand,fame is one of them!!She sang three songs,if I ain't got you,that's the way it is(i think so) and her popular song,GEMILANG!!Some cheerleaders also managed to get her signature and take photos with her...xD they did that when jac was singing...xDno eye see~and then one by one came..and she was singing WHILE taking photos with them and signing on the stuff they brought,banners and all that!!The competition ended at 5.15 p.m.And dynamitez from Dj won the first place..hmm,I didn't really enjoy their perfomance,somehow I still think titan is better!But judges might have their different way of judging.congrats anyway!!
Recently I've met some weird things happened on me,I didn't know why.Maybe I'm thinking too much ...shouldn't be thinking it so much!!Starts from the PBSM cabang meeting,then something happened and changed.Then the physics tuition,I met this annoying and irrytating guy who keeps on throwing papers to the front and talking nonsense.I'm gald he's not BESIDE me,or not he's going to get it.Somemore he asked me whether I'm her friend annot...some old "taktik","hmm,you look like my friend from...school!!I just answered him "i'm not" and I went off,why care more?Still want to stand there waiting for more questions??Ahaks,I won't do that!!What kind of friend is this if he doesn't even recognise his friends' appearance.Then it's about this PBSM...not going to talk about it,should be I'm thinking too much because I didn't know the guy.So it's alright!!=) i don't want to think much and be so perasanted later...
Then it's about the Interact.I was ABOUT to join the club.When val told me about the second intake of the interact club,I quickly did the orientation form and started to get all the seniors and interactors to sign for me.Besides the orientation,I was supposed to write 2 essays and attend an interview.I've done the 2 essays but I failed to go to the meeting..it was so wasted!!!!I waited for 2 hours atleast for nothing and I really gave up ,I waited for val to finish her interview and I went back home!what am I doing,I kept on asking myself?Why should I waited for so long for nothing?Since it was over,I try not to think so much about it...=) I'm a student again.....althought I felt a bit dissapointed,this feeling is not going to be with me long.=) Nevermind,I tell myself!!!
Last Sun,I went to watch the cheer 05 too.It was my first time watching a cheerleading competition.I went with my sisters at 1.30 p.m.dDefinitely it has opened up my eyes and let me realise that how great are the other cheerleaders besides our school,really great!!I really like the titan's perfomance although they didn't manage to get into the top three,they got the sixth.But they're really great!!Keep it up!!Well,I watched my school's one too.=) They did not win but I'll still support them,sri amanians,go go go!!!go,fight,win!!U all have put up a good show too!!!I makes the competition fantastic.yes,and the host was very funny too.He liked to do all these silly acts xD to actually keep up the audience spirit...=DAnd I saw jac too.Long time didn't meet her,and she's still the same...still having a nice and powerful voice,friendly,atleast i think so.=) She's becoming more popular and I think joining Mi is really one of the right things she did in her life.See what she is getting now and you'll understand,fame is one of them!!She sang three songs,if I ain't got you,that's the way it is(i think so) and her popular song,GEMILANG!!Some cheerleaders also managed to get her signature and take photos with her...xD they did that when jac was singing...xDno eye see~and then one by one came..and she was singing WHILE taking photos with them and signing on the stuff they brought,banners and all that!!The competition ended at 5.15 p.m.And dynamitez from Dj won the first place..hmm,I didn't really enjoy their perfomance,somehow I still think titan is better!But judges might have their different way of judging.congrats anyway!!
Recently I've met some weird things happened on me,I didn't know why.Maybe I'm thinking too much ...shouldn't be thinking it so much!!Starts from the PBSM cabang meeting,then something happened and changed.Then the physics tuition,I met this annoying and irrytating guy who keeps on throwing papers to the front and talking nonsense.I'm gald he's not BESIDE me,or not he's going to get it.Somemore he asked me whether I'm her friend annot...some old "taktik","hmm,you look like my friend from...school!!I just answered him "i'm not" and I went off,why care more?Still want to stand there waiting for more questions??Ahaks,I won't do that!!What kind of friend is this if he doesn't even recognise his friends' appearance.Then it's about this PBSM...not going to talk about it,should be I'm thinking too much because I didn't know the guy.So it's alright!!=) i don't want to think much and be so perasanted later...
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