When someone breaks your heart for so many times, it doesn’t really matter anymore if there’s going to be another time or more to come. It’s not even about depression or disappointment, but you begin to understand that there’s nothing left for them to be exploited, and you have nothing to lose. Some say it’s cruel to be treated in such a wrong way, some say you deserve a better life, but to me, it’s a complete self-willingness to face the reality regardless of what opinions you’ve heard beforehand. Opinions are opinions, they don’t intersect with self-will if you don’t want to link them together.
I usually discourage friends to wait for highly mercurial people, because I don’t know what else you could do when you have given them the biggest commitment you can afford. Let go of the mercurial people, your life will be way too tired to catch up with their pace, when they hardly know what they truly want in life except for themselves. Let go of the mercurial people, let them figure out their desires before coming back to you, while giving yourself a chance to explore another kind of life that may fit you.They say, you need to encounter some heart breakers in life as they prepare you to love the right person in future. I believe that, we all need some real-life experiences to teach us more about every aspect in life, and that includes love.
Of course, human hearts are not mechanically made, they don’t come as simple as switches and programmable software, you need time to reconsider about the option you’ve decided to give up upon and resume to the ordinary life. But your friends will come to rescue you when you breakdown and lead you to the life you should look forward to. They play a good role at that, better than you can imagine, so don’t be afraid to stay fragile once in a while, you are never alone in the dark.
Most importantly, I also believe that good things will come to those who wait, just like rain will be followed by a rainbow. Good things will reserve a place for good people, because deserving people know the way to look out for good things, do have faith on that!
While waiting for the good things to come, never forget to appreciate yourself even more to better yourself, it's worth it in the end, both to yourself and the other person.