February 02, 2006

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I went to watch "Fearless" two days ago.Just a sentence of comment,I think it's a worth-watching movie and I think it's succesful.I'm more to telling the outings than the movie in fact.A little special from the past,I went to watch this movie with someone else,and I got some critism after all.I've got nothing to say if it was because of my voice and behaviour which irritated them.Whatever question they asked,I answered,and I hardly find a same topic to continue on our conversation,so I decided to keep quiet all the while.And this is what they meant-not socialize..After this,I realized that you will never feel the same if there are someone who you are not familiar with.I got some critism on my clothing,hmm,that's not what I care the most,so be it aunty,I just want to wear something which I prefer,follow the style I am.To be honest,this outing didn't pleasant me much,and I probably will not do such anymore.It was because of "fearless"that made me go out....hmm,guess it was also because of that I got all these critisms.However,all these are not what hurt me the most,I've experienced much much more of this,so nothing much!!

Life did not go well as what I thought,dog year did not change my life to be smoother.The environment,the people.I've met some really terrible people ,annoying people,selfish people,and I really do think they are the worst people in my life.Things and people change,but it is changing tremendously.They can be good with you for this second,but enemy for the next second.They treat you good when they need you,and the reason is just because that you are useful to them.They don't tend to wish you on your birthday,share a little sadness in you,in fact they want you to share theirs.I don't see much difference in a co and single sex school.We are all teenagers,and no matter where are you from,if you want to change,nothing can stop!!!This adolescent age just encourages them to become more "cyberfied",all focus on their needs,and supporting the "I,Me,Myself" moto.I understand not all of them are inculcated with this,but it makes me feel scared to have a closer relationship with them.They are angels at times,and evil at times.It took me years to really see through a person,atleast understand their chatateristics.I don't need much time to observe annoying people,they are too obvious to be seen,in just a few sights.
The good ones are the hardest to find.People who like me will give compliments like" good,understanding,innocent".However,I will not neglect those negative voices saying that I'm "cool,action,selfish,ugly" in heart.I won't be suprised if I heard so,I can't help if they have bad impressions on me,anything I do will not pleasant them in anyway.I still keep myself quiet,I don't really share much with them.

Too much of this,=)and I'll end this post by introducing a drama which I'm currently watching,"It started with a kiss".=) Enjoy because I do enjoy it a lot.Will blog about this later.=) Do listen to the soundtrack because it is good.Not bad atleast....

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