September 19, 2005
Finals
Besides the MI grand finale,my finals are also coming.As though I'm actually running at the same pace but different path with everyone of you here,who's also heading to your very own finals in school.Well,mine is on next week and I actually have already started since last week.There'll never be an end for exams,same to all the revisions which I've gone through.It's just not enough for me to excel in this exams.Luck again,wish everyone of you here will not have a problem as mine and leave the class peacefully ,calm and gratefuly.God knows how's my feeling after everything is settled...the peacefulness and happiness in me...the secret between God and myself.
I celebrated mooncake festival with my family yesterday.It was just at the small compound of my house.A very small gathering which we seldom had these past few years,but a very happy one because everyone was there.Just because everyone was there,Dad&Mom,Sisters and my forever lovely puppy,I felt warm and happy.I'm blessed to have lived with them for 16 years,and they made the one I am today.=) we hung lanters together,we played fireworks together,we took pictures together,we ate mooncake and pamelo together,how many we have I mentioned?And we watched the MI result show together....it was a calm and happy night,although I coudn't see the full moon on that night,but I already had a full moon right in the bottom of my heart.Forever full....
Finally eL is blogging again,very good for her.Hope she'll blog more often actually,it's another quiet her when she blogs,things that she will not say by her mouth at school,when we're all together.I tend to understand another part of her,another eL.go peeps...all luck for you and him as well,really hope to see both of you turn up to be a lovely couple forever.I dislike seeing seperation,especially those who change their partners like changing their clothes,it's as easy as that in their eyes,their hearts.I've no idea what they think,fun??But I know I'll never do that,I even asked eL a weird question,how would you react when one day I told you that I actually have a partner?Suprised?..she said she wouldn't...maybe I'm the one to be suprised.All these years I'm just too used being alone,only care for my friends and family,concentrate on my studies,hanging out with them....until I'm spending time with myself.I'm too used to it and I don't tend to change it for now,maybe it's not the right time,maybe the right person has not appeared yet.Those in the dreams will always remain in dreams,even if they exist in reality,I'll be to slow to have known them.I like myself...just like how I enjoy my life,sharing their experiences together,I gained a lot,a lot a lot from them.=)Life has taught me really really a lot,and I truly believe that I'll never have a same life as such ever.Life is lessons....a mixture of joyful and painful moments.Life has taught me a lot...really a lot....everyone I encounter in my life,everything that I've gone through...It's happy,yet painful!!
September 07, 2005
Faded papers
*Standard five chinese exam...whoa!xD This must be a very great memory because I hardly get this mark anymore.hmm..93!!!Nowonder my mom signed on it.
* This is also not a so bad one.My english was extremely bad when I was young,despite it has not much changes now.It was that bad that I couldn't understand the question and pictures given,imagine it?Someone laughed at my poor essay before,and I was actually quite hurt. Still way way to improve...much more to learn~~I know I work hard,and I know I'll get it one day!!
hehe,84 wasn't that bad,isn't it??
*This is the science subject.Remember this,because I never got an A in school exams after this.
It was a curse??......maybe.But maybe that was more to a prediction in future because all my sciences subject are way way down now...especially for Bio.
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I still remember when I was 11,I was in the second good class,and my maths teacher,teacher "zhang li li" always scolded me for that.Wrong culcalations,wrong methods used,wrong this and wrong that.And she was the teacher advisor of the maths club.....it was my "luck" to have met her.I almost got the rotans for every class.
*hmm,di fang yan jiu,it's similar to history,you just need to spend a couple of hours and an A can be scored.Being in a good class,I'll never be the highest.Eventhough it is a 54,but there'll be people in front who get higher.
* Moral.Moral is another happy subject.xD Everyone will be chit-chatting and relaxing right before the moral test.Of course,that's only for people who are "bermoral" can do that,kaka!!!Basically the whole paper was about true/false,fill in the blanks,matching and objective questions.
Kaka,besides the good ones,there'll always be the bad ones....Now you know
*Deng deng deng deng,BM.I only got 64 for this.As what you can see,many grammar and spelling errors there.My standard 6 BM teacher was Cikgu Maknizam(something like that).He was a very great but strict teacher.I used to go to his tuition and that's when I got to know another side of him,a humourous person.He's still strict and fierce but he can be good at times.
At that time,an A is meant for those who scored 80 and above,so 64 was kind of low,very low in class...xDI laughed when I read this again...The lowest marks I got was when I was n standard 2,40+++ i think.
*eNglish,as I told you,it was my luck to score 84 in the previous paper.I got 77 when everyone was proudly showing their marks to the others,I decided to keep mine quietly.I think I got lower than this for numerous times.
*lastly science,just told you,I never got an A after the curse.This was only on of it,there were still maybe of these,similar marks.
There are still some papers,these are just some of them.I enjoy flipping through all these exams paper again.Although there are already faded by time,the memory in heart will never change.It's just the same feeling as though I'm going back to the oldern days again....a very nice feeling~That's also where I can laugh when I got 60,50 marks,which is so not me....Hmm,undeniable that primary time is always good.Good to be remembered,great to be kept in heart,best if it lasts forever.
September 03, 2005
My Blue Soul
Your soul is BLUE.
Traits: You are an inteligent, sensible, down-to
earth person. People seek your advice, they
rely on your help blindly. They appreciate your
sensitivity and kindness and generosity as only
a friend can do.
Qualities: The dreamy look that comes over your
face when an original idea forms in your mind;
those who manage to catch that expression wish
to know what you might be thinking at the
moment.
Warning: People may try to exploit you for your
good advice and inteligence; be careful of how
much you decide to give without taking in
return.
Love: The guy who watches you, only to look away;
the guy who seems to look down on you
condescendingly, calling you those subtly
annoying names; the one who stares at you
shamelessly when he thinks you aren't
watching...
Lucky: The number 4, the colour maroon, the stone
sapphire, the PINK soul.
This picture is just beautiful,it looks like a heaven to me,can I ever reach there once in my life?I wonder...
I love my blue soul,it looks simple and always comfortable,peaceful and calm.It makes up another simple,peaceful and calm me.